“Out.”
Nikolai scrambled for the door, muttering, “Touchy. You try to help one emotionally tortured couple and suddenly you’re the villain...”
The door slammed behind him.
I blinked. Then...
I laughed.
It slipped out of me like breath after drowning. An actual laugh. Light, real, absurd.
Misha stared like I’d grown a second head.
“What?” I asked, breathless.
“You’re laughing.”
“I know. It’s horrifying.”
A flicker of a smile ghosted over his mouth.
And just like that, the air shifted again.
Not back to sadness. Not quite.
But something lighter. Something real.
I stepped toward the easel, placed my hand on the untouched canvas.
My voice was quiet, but steady. “Tell Nikolai if he touches another one of my sketchbooks, I will murder him. Slowly. With pastel pencils.”
Misha smirked. “I’ll make sure he suffers.”
“And...” I hesitated, then looked back at him. “Thank you. For this.”
He didn’t say anything. He just nodded once and left me to paint.
And this time, when I dipped the brush in color, it didn’t feel like bleeding.
It felt like coming home.
About an hour later, I was still there, not painting anything specific, just movement. Light. A blur of shadows curling into something almost human.
I was so deep in the strokes I didn’t hear him approach.
Until his hand landed near mine.
“What are you doing?” I asked without looking.
“I’m watching.”
I turned my head. He was beside me now, close enough to touch. “You don’t watch. You stalk.”
He smirked faintly. “Same difference.”
I shook my head and kept painting.
He didn’t move away.