Page 48 of My Salvation
Leaning back, he moans as he tells me, “Reach down, sweetheart, touch your clit. I want to feel you come on my cock.”
My hand slides down to my sensitive clit, and my fingers part my fold so I can rub myself. I look up to find Lev watching my hand, moaning as I clench down on his cock, when a tremor hits me. Speeding up, I feel the orgasm as it rushes up and roars through me. My body tightens on his.
“That’s it, sweetheart, come for me.”
He gives a loud shout and grips me hard, holding me down on his cock as he follows me, thrusting twice more before he stops completely. His head falls back onto the headboard as he pants heavily. I fall forward on to his chest. Breathing heavily, I hear him hiss as my body moves on his.
“Damn, sweetheart. I love how you feel sitting on my cock, but that position is hard work.” Laughing, he shakes out his hands and arms, then grips me in a tight hug. “You’re so beautiful when you come. Thank you.”
He strokes my back as we sit there for a few minutes. Tapping my shoulder so I’ll raise up, he lifts me off him and gets up to take care of the condom. Coming back to bed, he kisses me before pulling me up to carry me into the shower with him. He carefully washes my body, as if he knows it’s been a while. Then, drying me off, he pulls me back to bed just to lay together before we have to get ready for our tour.
Kissing my forehead, he raises up on his elbow and studies me. “Every moan, whimper, and word you whisper or shout goes straight to my cock every time. It makes me hard as a rock to hear your pleasure. But I get the feeling the words are something more for you?” He waits as I stare wordlessly at him. Plucking at the sheet, I drop my eyes so I don’t have to see his face when I answer.
“After he was shot, Collin didn’t desire me anymore. Even the few times he let me touch him, he had zero reactions. He would give me this blank stare. He didn’t want sex with me but was willing for me to go down on him. He wouldn’t tell me to stop, and while he physically got off, I don’t know if he enjoyed any of it because he was so silent. Finally, I stopped trying.” Pausing, I find his eyes. “I can’t stand silence.”
Gathering me tightly to him, he reassures me. “I’m a loud, noisy fucker, and the only reason I held back was because I didn’t want to scare you. Now I know I can be me.”
The tension dissipates, and I relax in his arms for a few minutes before we need to get ready for our tour.
The tour and rest of our stay was incredible. Lev and I made love again last night, although we’d had to take it easy, given how sore I was from our first round. As our first “couples” trip, it went well. Grinning, I shift to ease the soreness in my core. Very well.
Beyond us, though, this trip to the winery gave me back something I lost four years ago. Actually, a piece I threw away, because Collin had convinced me of my failure to excite him. Never again.
We’re leaving in a few minutes to go from the winery to the ranch, so I can have my riding lesson and spend my usual Sunday with all three of them. It feels like going home.
CHAPTER 21
SHAW
Watching Kate step out of Lev’s SUV, her face lit up with laughter from something he had said, makes me ache something fierce, which pisses me off to no end. This inability to get off the fucking fence is making me crazy. Watching her with them, seeing them fall deeply for her, also pisses me off. I don’t want another Nessa.
Kate walks up and takes one look at my face and walks right past me into the barn. Shit! She probably thinks I’m pissed at her now. Although honestly, I am kind of pissed at her. Waltzing into our lives just when things are back to normal. Well, except for Thayer, but the only reason he went on that Black Diamond ski run was because of Nessa’s baby announcement. And to get that fucked up three YEARS later. Montana is our safe place. What happens if Kate walks out? Every place in our safe haven will be filled with memories of her.
As my eyes adjust to the darker light, I hear her speaking sweetly to Sugar. “Hello Sugar, sweetheart. I missed you. We are going to spend some time together today and ignore the cranky man, okay?” Waiting for the horse to nuzzle her, she continues. “Us girls have to stick together, right? I had a wonderful trip with Lev, and I will not allow Shaw to ruin it. If we could only give him some sugar to sweeten him up like his horse.” Chuckling, she holds out a piece of sugar for her.
Waiting for the horse to pluck the sugar from her hand, I stand behind her and admire the picture in front of me. Those jodhpurs cup her tight little ass so sweetly, my hands clench with the effort it takes to hold back. Sliding in closer, a fresh scent of raspberries and honey drifts up. Inhaling deeply, I savor the smell of her, and my cock twitches. As I exhale, she turns around and gives me a frown.
