Page 91 of Whips and Chains
I blinked. “There’s no air in here,” I wheezed.
“There is. You’re okay.”
I nodded fast, hating that I was doing this in front of him. I didn’t want him seeing me like this. Didn’t want anyone seeing me be this fucking weak.
So I kissed him instead.
He pulled back instantly, trying to talk, but I wouldn’t give in.
I kissed him until he shut up and kissed me back. My hands found both our cocks and jerked us both in unison. I built usback up to a place where neither of us could talk, all we could do was feel.
We came at almost exactly the same moment, my balls drawing up, a delicious ache spreading through me, my grip tight. His dick jerked in my hand, his cum spurting from his tip, landing on his stomach.
I joined him a second later, spreading cum over the top of his, marking his abs and his chest and his thighs.
I stared down at the mess we’d made, breathing hard, the release feeling good but my head an open wound.
“Levi,” Whip said.
I gave him a deadpan stare. “Don’t fucking ask me to talk about my feelings.”
“I wasn’t going to.”
“What then?”
He shrugged. “Are we gonna tell X what we did on his bed?”
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Iturned down three client jobs over the next few days because I just couldn’t bring myself to do them. I made the excuse that I was sick and rescheduled, but it was with a sense of dread I’d only felt once before.
Right before I’d taken my first job.
Guilt had plagued me. The feeling this wasn’t right. That I was betraying the one person I’d ever fucking loved.
And now I felt like I was doing it all over again.
It was stupid. Violet and I weren’t a couple. Levi and I definitely weren’t. And yet all of a sudden, the thought of getting naked with anyone else had me feeling like I was cheating?
I’d gotten over it the first time. I would get over it again.
I checked the text on my phone one more time, wishing I had never gotten it. Or that I could ignore it. But I’d made a promise when I’d joined Grayson’s group. It was the number one rule we had.
No matter where you were, or what you were doing, when your phone went off, you showed up to the meeting.
You showed up for your brothers.
Though when I’d made that promise, I hadn’t had any of their dicks in my mouth, so it had been a lot easier to make.
I hadn’t seen Levi since X had gotten home to free us from his bedroom, and he’d rushed out without saying a word to anyone. I’d followed straight after because I hadn’t had it in me to deal with X alone.
I’d lain low the last few days, just keeping tabs on Violet.
But seeing Levi at some point was inevitable.
I got out of my car and shut the door. At the iron gates of the Slayers’ compound, Fang appeared on the other side and nodded his blond head at me.
