Prologue
June, 1865
Adaire Hall, Scotland
“I’ll be damned if I know why she did it, but the Countess of Burfield left you a bequest.”
Gordon McDonnell turned from the window and stared at the man who’d just spoken.
Richard McBain was the advocate for the Adaire family. For a number of years, he’d also served as the guardian for the underage Earl of Burfield, who’d ascended to his title at the age of five.
Gordon had had a few encounters with McBain in the past. Whenever they happened to meet—or he was called into the study—it was never to his advantage.
At first he thought that McBain had somehow discovered his relationship with Jennifer Adaire.
Jennifer was Lady Jennifer, the daughter of the Earl and Countess of Burfield. Gordon was only the gardener’s boy, a title he’d been called ever since he was little. He’d grown to heartily despise it.
He had plans for his life, plans that didn’t include becoming a gardener like his father. Gordon didn’t care if anything bloomed or grew under his care. He preferred the wildness of the terrain surrounding Adaire Hall to the cultivated plants in the various gardens.
His mind registered what McBain said, but it still didn’t make any sense. “What do you mean, the countess left me a bequest?”
“Evidently, the woman saw something in you I don’t understand.”
McBain had always talked to him in that same tone. He’d learned to ignore it.
“I didn’t expect that,” Gordon said.
Perhaps he should have. The countess had always been kind to him, and he’d always liked her. Their unusual relationship had begun when he was only seven.
One day, he’d seen her nurse wheel her out to the terrace so that she could enjoy the sunshine in the garden. He had dared his father’s anger and had plucked some flowers for her, then walked up the three steps and thrust them at her.
“It’s a bunch of posies, ma’am, to make you smile.”
“You’ll address her correctly, boy,” the nurse had said. “It’s Your Ladyship to you.”
Gordon hadn’t corrected himself, merely continued to stare at the countess.
The countess’s vision had been badly damaged in a fire. She saw shapes and some colors, but little more. That day she’d reached out and felt his face, placing her palms against his cheeks.
“What is your name?”
“Gordon, ma’am. Gordon McDonnell. Your Ladyship.”
“Sean McDonnell’s lad.”
“Aye, the same.”
“And you picked your father’s flowers to give to me.”
“I think they’re your flowers, ma’am. Your Ladyship. I merely borrowed them for a time.”
The countess had taken the flowers and brought them to her face, telling him that they smelled of spring.
From that moment on, whenever the countess came to the garden Gordon went to see her. Their relationship was less that of the gardener’s boy and countess than it was friendship, of a sort. He told her of his dreams. She shared some of her thoughts with him. In addition, she taught him a number of things that he’d never have learned otherwise, like how to handle his anger and how to speak properly.
He turned back to the window, unwilling to let McBain see his expression.
Her death hadn’t been any easier than her life. After she’d died, he’d heard more than one person say that it was a blessing she’d finally been released. His first reaction to that comment had been anger. The world was less interesting because she was no longer in it. It was certainly less friendly.