Page 43 of Because of You
Ben looks up at me, gaze molten. “You are so beautiful, Hallie girl.” He circles my clit again and my vision blurs, my breath catching in my chest. “Now, lay back.”
I fall instantly back on my elbows, eyes never leaving his.
“Good girl.”
And bless me Gloria Steinem for I have sinned because every feminist bone in my body turns to dust and floats away at the sound of Ben calling me good girl and looking at me like I am the most desirable being to ever grace this earth. I know without a doubt any sex I have had up until this point was a waste of time because this is already the hottest sexual encounter of my entire life, and Ben hasn’t even taken off a single article of clothing.
Ben leans down, flicking my clit lightly with his tongue, and my hands fly down to grab his hair, trying to pull his face closer to me. He lifts his head and gives me one heated look before he cups me, and slides one finger just inside me, and then back out again.
“You are so fucking wet, Hallie. Is this for me?”
“Ben,” I breathe.
“Answer me, Hallie girl.” He pushes his finger back in, a little deeper this time, and slides his thumb over my clit.
“Yes,” I gasp as my hips jerk up.
“Good answer.” Ben pushes his finger the rest of the way inside me and rubs his thumb over my clit again and again until my legs start to shake, and my head presses back into the mattress.
“Ben,” I breathe. “I need…”
“I know what you need.” He wraps a hand around each of my calves, tosses my legs over his shoulders, and covers my entire pussy with his mouth. He curls the finger inside me up, hitting a spot that makes me see stars, as his mouth licks and sucks at myclit until my hips are twisting and I’m crying out at the assault on my senses. Ben on his knees for me. His thick finger stretching me open and his hot, wet mouth working at my clit like he’ll die if he has to stop. It’s so much and yet not enough at the same time. My grip on his hair tightens as I grind against his mouth, trying to get closer to him.
“Fuck yes, Hallie. Take what you need.” He continues to lick and suck and hum against my clit when I roll my hips, and I feel the vibration all the way up my body. Never in my life have I felt like this. My entire body is flushed and vibrating, and I feel like I’m about to combust.
“Ben,” I gasp, my chest heaving, not able to suck in enough oxygen to speak a full sentence. “I can’t…I…”
“Give it to me, Hallie. Come for me.”
Ben slides in a second finger then curls them both up deep inside of me and wraps his lips around my clit, sucking hard. And I detonate. I let out a cry and come so hard my vision blacks out. Waves of pleasure roll through my body, and it’s like my world tears apart at the seams. All that’s left is Ben and me in this room, on this bed. I tug his hair so hard that I’m afraid I might rip it out, and I keep grinding my hips against him as the waves of what is surely the longest orgasm to ever exist keep pummeling me. My legs are shaking, and my torso is practically lifted straight off the bed. Ben stays with me the whole time, licking and sucking and fucking me with his fingers until finally my hands slide out of his hair and my body drops bonelessly to the comforter.
Ben pulls his fingers out of me and with his eyes on mine, brings them to his mouth and licks them clean. And even though I was sure I had just felt all the pleasure the world had to offer, heat sears straight through me. He looks like a debauched angel, his blue eyes dark and intense, his golden hair a mess from my hands gripping it, and the lower half of his face wet with myrelease. He stands and crawls over me onto the bed. Supporting his weight on his knees and elbows, he captures my mouth in a kiss that is all tongues and passion and intensity, and I taste myself on his lips. And then we break apart and lock eyes. He lifts a hand and pushes my hair off my forehead, running his hand down my cheek and swiping his thumb along my lower lip.
“Feeling you come on my tongue was the best fucking thing that has ever happened to me. You’re mine, Hallie girl.”
It shakes me a little how much I deeply, desperately,wantto be his. I don’t make decisions fast, and change makes me itchy, but not right now. Nothing has ever felt as right as Ben and me, together, like this. Something clicks into place inside of me. I am calm, settled, and practically aching with the need to show him how I feel. And then he leans down and kisses me again, watching me the whole time through hooded eyes hazy with lust. Even though two minutes ago his head was literally between my legs, this, right here, is the hottest moment of my life.
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Ben
Ihave a second of panic that maybe saying, “you’re mine” to Hallie only half an hour after we kissed for the first time and two minutes after she came all over my face might freak her out. But I just had the single most transformative sexual experience of my life, and my mouth is moving faster than my brain can think. Hallie just gets a sly smile on her face.
“Yours, huh?’
Fuck it. Might as well just commit. “You know it, Hal. Mine. All fucking mine.”
“Well, if I’m yours, that means you’re mine, which means this…” She slides down and palms my rock-hard cock and I wheeze out a breath. “Is also mine.” She sits up, pushing me back to my feet. Still sitting on the bed, she reaches for the waistband of my sweatpants. Before she can pull them down, I cover her hands with mine.
“Hal, you don’t have to.” I don’t want her ever to think she has to do anything to make me happy. She is always trying so hard to please everyone. I want her to be real with me.
“Fucking duh, Benji. But I felt your cock against my leg earlier when you kissed me and again just now, and if I don’t get to see it soon, I’m going to throw a fit.”
“Well then, by all means, have your way with me, Hallie girl, but first…” I lean down and kiss her again, hard and quick, then pull her shirt up over her head. Like I knew they would be, her tits are perfection, exactly a handful, with dusky nipples that are so tempting I can’t help but lean down and swipe my tongue over one and then the other. I go to rub my thumbs over them, but she catches my hands and slides off the bed and onto her knees.
“You can play with those later. It’s my turn now.” In one move, she pulls down my sweatpants and boxer briefs, and I step out of them and kick them away. My cock springs up, long and hard, precum already beading at the tip because the memory of Hallie spread out for me, my tongue inside her, is burned into my brain. And now she’s naked in front of me, and naked Hallie is my favorite Hallie.
“Fuck, you’re big. Like, really, really big. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised that the prettiest person I know has the prettiest cock on the planet.”
