“If I use my mating cock any further, we could conceive a youngling.”
Oh. I hadn’t thought of that. Surprising, since it’s not like me to be careless about something so important. Am I relying on Lutan too much, letting him make the important decisions?
My hand finds his upper cock, the one he calls his mating cock. “There’s more than one way to shine a penny.”
“What do you mean—” He stops mid-sentence as his eyes widen.
“Oh, you catch on fast,” I tease as I work him into a frenzy with my hand.
He lifts himself up on his arms to look between us, watch me work his cock. “You’re very good at this, sholani.”
“You inspire me, Warrior. Close your eyes and don’t move.”
He does as I say. “Your first time should be special.” Before he can tell me yet again, it’s special because he’s with me, I slide down on the bed, positioning my head beneath his cock.
“Drekking a sangoni fe berooo…” he trails off in what I presume is Zyanthan as I suck him down.
The pleasure in his voice spurs me to move faster. Anything to make this memorable for him.
His hand sinks into my hair and then he’s holding my head still, his cock driving down my throat on his own. It’s all I can do to breathe through my nose, but then he explodes. I swallow as he pulls out, and he treats me to the most beautiful expression I’ve even seen on a person’s face.
One of awe…. and love.
CHAPTERTWENTY-EIGHT
LUTAN
When I wake the next morning, my Lexi… mysholani… remains blissfully asleep. I should not have taken her last night, but I do not regret it. Nor can I continue to lie to myself. I want to be with her.
But I’m torn. To claim her fully, I must leave my seed in her and possibly create a youngling. Making her mine would endanger her, and this I will not do. But walking away from her may be worse.
We are meant to be together, but when that fate endangers one’s female… I’m beyond confused.
As I walk the grounds of the embassy looking for other warriors to engage in early-morning sparring and hopefully clear my head, I glimpse a sight I do not expect to see. My Lexi climbing down from the window of my suite on a rope made of bedsheets.
Arms crossed, I wait at the bottom for her, wondering why she’s trying to leave unseen.
She suddenly stops, and I realize why. The rope she’s constructed isn’t long enough. She’s ten feet off the ground. There’s nothing here to cushion her fall.
“There are easier ways to leave the building,” I call up to her.
“Lutan?” She twists her head to see me on her left. “Wh-what are you doing here?”
“I’m taking a run. What are you doing here?”
“Ah… I didn’t want to wake anyone who might be sleeping in?” Her voice pitches high with the question.
“You’re not a loud or noisy female. Try again.”
“After you help me get down.”
“You seem to be doing fine on your own,” I tease, though I won’t let her fall and hurt herself. I’ll catch her. Slowly, I inch toward her.
“I miscalculated the rope’s length.”
“Next time, consider looking out the window to see how far it reaches.”
“I thought it was only a few feet off the ground. This is much higher that what I’m used to. Lutan?” she calls my name, her voice shaking. “I’m not good at climbing up, only down.”