Page 74 of Kissed By the Alien
“I’m… happy. That’s all. I promise.”
His brows pinch but his horns don’t move. They remain curved back, away from me. Even in making love, he protects me, But he’s worried about me. I see it in his eyes, hear it in his voice.
Thoughts from that camp, of being so vulnerable, overwhelm me again. I stifle a whimper but can’t hold back all the tears. I finally release them and the anxiety from today. Lutan stills, watching me with guarded eyes.
With a laugh, I brush my tears away and run my hand through his hair. “I’m fine. Perfect.”
He probably thinks I’m a loon, crying one minute and laughing the next. I see every emotion in his face right now. He’s let down his guard, allowing me to see the male beneath the armor. And that male fears he’s taking advantage of me.
I pull him back down on top of me, before he overthinks what is happening here.
“I need you,” I whisper in his ear as one—or maybe both—cocks slide through my very wet folds.
“Is it possible the gods have forgiven me?” he asks a moment before his tongue laves my nipple. Such a simple action and yet I’m squirming for more.
I wiggle my lower half, rubbing against his cocks.
“My sweet Lexi, do you know what you’re doing to me?”
“No,” I giggle. “Tell me.” God, I feel so free right now.
Lutan licks a path down my middle to my belly button. “I need my cocks inside you, especially my mating cock. I suspect this will be better than anyone’s ever told me.”
I place my hand on his face and tilt it up. “What do you mean? Are you a virgin, Lutan?”
“A male’s mating cock remains dormant until he meets his sholani. I’ve only used my pleasure cock.”
He chooses that moment to sink the head of his thicker cock into my entrance and then withdraw again, driving my need to fuck. I want him in me so badly now, but I can’t use him, especially not if this is his first time.
“I want to make this special for you, Lutan.”
“It is. I’m with you.”
With that, he drives into me, not fast and hard, but agonizingly slowly until he’s in to the hilt. He stretches me, taking care not to hurt me. It’s been a while since I’ve had sex. A few years, in fact, and even then, it was over within seconds of starting. Lutan’s staring into my eyes, like he doesn’t want this moment to end.
I sure don’t.
“Lutan?”
“Yes, my sweet Lexi?”
“You’ve never used your mating cock before?”
“Never. Not even alone. I was waiting for you. That’s part of what it means to be heartmates. To never truly connect with another, only the one to whom you’re destined.”
I cannot promise you a future with me.
I don’t remind him of what he said earlier. I’m not looking for promises, but I also know people change their minds all the time. I didn’t think I could ever fall for someone so deeply as I have Lutan, but I have.
I wiggle my hips.
“Patience, Lexi. We’re not in position yet.”
With one thrust of my hips, I drive myself fully onto his mating cock. “Now we are.” I add a naughty grin.
“You are impatient.”
I thrust again. “If you don’t start moving, Warrior, I’ll start without you.”
