Page 73 of Kissed By the Alien
“Be sure of what you’re doing, Lexi.” I say as her hand brushes down my lengths. “As much as I want to, I cannot promise you a future with me.”
She tips up on her toes as if my words hold no weight. Or maybe my female has more faith in me and in the universe, than I do.
Her tongue traces over my lower lip, then dips inside. We’ve kissed before, but not like this. Slow, intimate…careful.
“Lexi,” I say, pulling away. “Are you sure you’re ready?”
“I need this, Lutan. I need you, one last night.”
“You want to forget what happened today, but you won’t. Not for a long time, if ever.” I understand some of what she’s going through. I’ll never get the image of Narzan lying on the ground dead out of my head. “You may use me if you think it will help, sholani, but I don’t think it will.”
“I’m not trying to use you or forget what happened.”
Her expression… Drekk, she lookslost. “Then what? Tell me, so I can help you.”
“Love me. I want to feel loved.”
CHAPTERTWENTY-SEVEN
LEXI
“Drekk, sholani, you are loved. Very much.”
“Then show me, Lutan.” I shove him until the back of his knees strike the bed. I’m not sure what’s gotten into me. I never felt so frightened as when I was dragged off that truck bed. When Lutan opened the bag, nothing registered. My mind went blank and my eyes fogged over. I retreated into myself.
Until I heard his voice. Then, this presence reached down and grabbed me by my soul. In that instant, I knew it was Lutan.
Every word he spoke, the very breath that cascaded over my cold skin, brought me back to life, and he never left me. My body allowed my mind to emerge because it knew I’d be safe with Lutan, that he’d never let anyone hurt me.
Now he speaks of no future with me.
And what awaits me at home… I shiver as I realize what’s happened. My father had me kidnapped, risked my life. I suspect he meant to teach me a lesson. He’s a man of action, not mere words. But this was a betrayal of the trust I had in him.
Lutan pulls me down on top of him as he lays back on the bed. My full weight rests on him, but he doesn’t complain. He never does. No, this gentle man caresses my face with tenderness and love.
There is no future for us together.
His words make no sense. Unless he doesn’t love me…
Perhaps I’ve read him wrong. I need to know, because I’ve fallen for him, hard. If he loves me, even a fraction of how much I love him, then I will find a way for us to be together.
As he captures my mouth in a kiss, I let go of all the horrors of the day, and the worries about my future. I want to enjoy Lutan, and everything he has to offer.
He rolls me under him and unknots the towel, baring me. I’ve never felt fully comfortable in my body in front of other guys, before Lutan. Maybe because I’ve always been judged by my looks and my gender and not accepted for who I am. Lutan doesn’t want or try to change me… except for the risks I take. But freedom’s worth the risk. And I intend to be free.
Somehow.
Lutan’s eyes glow as they take me in. He rips off his vest, tossing it to the side. A new energy sizzles through me from my toes up to my fingertips. My nipples harden and my pussy pulses. I’ve never felt so sexy in my life as when his eyes roam my body.
“I love how you look at me.” I run my hand down sculpted chest muscles to washboard abs. I’ve never touched anything so beautiful. Before this night is done, I plan on touching every inch of him.
Lutan places my hand on the huge bulge in his pants. Two, I remind myself, still not sure how that will work, but I trust him. That’s all that matters. I trust this male, with my body, and my heart.
“Take me, Lutan. Make me feel again.”
He strips out of his pants and my eyes shoot to those two cocks. The upper one is similar to a human’s but longer, thicker. Beneath it by two inches, a cock that’s not quite as wide, but still thick, with black bumps along the length. A giddy laugh escapes me.
“Lexi?”
