Page 14 of Call Sign: Thunder
One look into her manic eyes and he could see she was losing the battle with whatever the hell drug they'd injected her with. He pulled the water out of his pack again, forcing her to swallow as much as he could, spilling a fair share on the ground.
"Allie. Stay with me, honey. I know it hurts."
She whispered something. He must have heard her wrong.
"Just relax. You don't have to talk."
Her voice got stronger. "Need you. Now. Please," she begged.
"I'm here. I'm not going to let anyone hurt you anymore."
She seemed agitated. Their eyes met and for a brief moment he saw her lucidity trying to get out. "Don't understand. Desperate."
"Hang on. We'll get you to the doctor back on the base. He'll figure out what they gave you and can help you detox."
She groaned as if in agonizing pain just before she fought to free her hands from the tangle of the blanket meant to keep her warm. As soon as her hands were free, she pulled the blanket back and...
This was seriously fucked up. Zach sat transfixed as he watched Allie use her hands to attack her own pussy. There was no finesse. Her actions were frantic. The growling sounds she made animalistic.
The fuckers. What the hell did they do to her?
Zach sat frozen, unsure what the hell to do. He was prepared to deal with the enemy, but this. This he was not prepared for.
They needed to keep moving. He looked around, making sure they weren't being followed while the innocent—beautiful—victim in his arms frigged herself right before him.
So the scent he'd caught back at the compound had been right. If he didn't know better, he'd swear the woman in his arms was in heat, so desperate was her need for sex. Now that he was aware, there was no escaping it. Not the scent of her. Not her sexual growls. Not even her pleading eyes that she'd turned back on him. Begging him to fuck her.
They really did need to keep moving.
"Allie, honey. I don't know what the fuck they gave you, but we need to keep moving. We are still too close to the warehouse and we need to hurry to catch the helicopter they are sending for us.
Her eyes went wide with panic. "Please. I... I'm desperate."
Her wet right hand moved from her own pussy to grab at the front of his fatigues. She was trying to free his cock.
He captured her hands in his, holding them still. The smell of her was intoxicating and he hated himself for growing hard beneath her.
"There is no way I'm going to violate you in your condition. None. It's the drugs talking. You're going to have to fight it, Allie."
"But..."
"It would be rape. I'd cut my own dick off before I'd take advantage of you right now, honey. We'll get more water when we meet up with my unit. We need to keep flushing that shit out of you."
There was enough light now to see her eyes were frantic with need. He felt her reach for his hand, holding it in her own briefly before tugging it down, between her legs.
Christ.
"Please, Zach. Help me. Just this once. Take the edge off."
She was soaking wet. He'd avoided gawking at her naked body as best he could, but there was no avoiding the feel of her now. Their eyes remained locked. He could see a direct correlation between her lucidity and his touch.
He was going to go to hell for this. He was sure of it. He'd been a horn-dog for years. He'd hurt his share of women who’d been looking for a commitment he could never provide. He'd even slept with a married woman or two. None of these events he was proud of, but none of those things came even close to how fucked up he felt touching the innocent young woman he currently held in his arms. The fact that she was begging him was irrelevant. She was the victim. He was victimizing her.
The lust in her eyes drew him in. His resolve was wavering and when she began grinding herself against his stationary fingers, he caved.
She'd closed her eyes, chasing a climax he prayed would take the edge off her misery.
"Allie, open your eyes." She slowly complied. He was relieved to see some of the frantic urgency receding. His mind made up, he instructed her. "Tell me to stop if you change your mind."
