Page 128 of Slew Foot
Because Mickey had apparently spent far too much time with crude hockey players, his immediate instinct was to grab his dick and say he’d be up to it in a minute. But he hadn’t quite descended to their level yet, so he merely nodded and said, “Yeah. If you do all the work.”
Like he’d expected, Rafe’s eyes lit up.
Mickey managed a small smile. Rafe was so easy for him, as Tanner liked to say.
Rafe was so careful as he stripped off Mickey’s underwear and settled between his thighs. Mickey hated that. He didn’t want Rafe to treat him carefully.
He didn’t want to lie there passively while Rafe did the work.
He wanted Rafe lying there with his hands bound and his chest heaving as Mickey worked him over until he was a sweaty, panting mess of desperation.
But this is what he had to work with. This is what his life was right now.
Please let it be just for now, Mickey thought desperately as Rafe lowered his head and took Mickey’s cock in his mouth.Please let this stupid concussion end before I lose him.
Because despite Rafe’s optimism that it would pass quickly and everything would be fine even if it didn’t, Mickey wasn’t so sure.
They hadn’t had time to be together. Hadn’t had time to do much of anything. It seemed grossly unfair that they’d barely begun the relationship before this happened.
Mickey hadn’t had a chance to shift from Friend Mickey to Relationship Mickey. He hadn’t been able to take Rafe out on dates and truly woo him.
Mickey had always been a little bit of a romantic at heart. He enjoyed making his partner feel special.
But he hadn’t had a chance to do that with Rafe. They’d gone from being teammates and D-partners to friends to boyfriends to lovers. They were sharing a bed now every night and were as inseparable as they could be with Mickey out on injured reserve.
It was all good and Mickey wouldn’t take back any of it.
He’dlikedgetting to know Rafe as a friend first. But he’d missed the opportunity to actuallydateRafe. To surprise him with little gifts and take him out to nice dinners and find all of those little gestures that made Rafe light up.
“Hey,” Rafe said, tapping his thigh to get his attention. Despite the hum and ring playing a weird harmony in his head, Mickey could hear the word, but he appreciated Rafe trying to be helpful. “Are you still with me?”
Mickey bit back a flood of emotion at the question and cupped Rafe’s head in his hand. His cock was on board, even if his head wasn’t. “Yeah, I am,” he said hoarsely.
He threaded his hand through Rafe’s soft, thick hair and gently pressed his head down over his cock again, encouraging him to suck.
Rafe did. He did it beautifully too, with a soft, eager thoroughness that, despite everything going on in Mickey’s head—real and imagined—had Mickey’s cock hardening.
Despite all of his fears and worries, watching Rafe and the way he bobbed over him, glancing up occasionally with those big dark eyes, made Mickey tremble.
The width of his broad shoulders spreading Mickey’s thighs apart, and the broadness of his hand wrapped around Mickey’s shaft were devastating enough. But he had full lips that looked almostobsceneas he sucked the head of his cock.
And when they stretched wide to take him deeper …
“Rafe,” Mickey whispered roughly.
Rafe glanced up through heavy lidded eyes and Mickey suddenly noticed he was flexing his hips, subtly grinding his cock into the mattress.
Despite feeling anything but in charge at the moment—of anything in my life, Mickey thought ruefully—he gripped Rafe’s thick dark hair and said, “Are you getting off on this?”
Rafe looked up, allowing Mickey to lift his head from his dick, and the sight of his lips all reddened and spit-slicked made Mickey draw in a sharp breath.
“Yeah,” Rafe said. He licked his lips and Mickey wanted to lean forward and bite at them. But that damned ringing in his ear reminded him why he couldn’t.
“Don’t,” Mickey said, a little more harshly than he intended.
“Don’t … enjoy it?” Rafe asked, looking a little confused. “Because I’m not sure I?—”
“No, don’t get yourself off,” Mickey replied. “You don’t come until I say so.”
