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“The Targe?” Jeanette asked, but the timbre of her voice told Scotia she was busy sorting through all the Targe and Guardian lore she kept in her mind, looking for an answer. “The two of you were below the wall when it fell ... arguing ... strong emotion, the trigger for Scotia’s gift, which can join with our gifts ... with your gift, Rowan ...” Jeanette squinted her eyes as if she were trying to see something in dim light. She turned around, looking at what they had wrought. “If Scotia’s gift called to the power of the Targe, then took control of the gift Rowan did not even know she had yet ... the north wall was between the two of you and this place where we have drawn the full power of the Targe stone this day ...”
“We did this,” Rowan said, her eyes on Scotia. “We did this, cousin.”
“And you protected the two of you, Rowan, and Nicholas, just as you did as a wee lass when you protected yourself when your mum destroyed your cottage,” Jeanette said quietly, awe in her voice. “I suspect we will find ourselves far stronger in our gifts as we learn to use them, if this is what the two of you could do before you were even chosen to be Guardians.”
Scotia looked at the remains of the wall, then let herself take in the full measure of what they had done, what the Guardians had done. “I will not feel any guilt over this,” she said, squaring her shoulders and looking up at Duncan. “I will not.”
“And you should not,” Duncan said at the same time Nicholas and Malcolm did.
“We are Guardians of the Highland Targe,” Rowan said quietly, but with a new strength in her voice. “We are charged with protecting the Highlands from the greed of invaders, from the avarice of King Edward, who is no king of ours.”
The moment she saidKing Edwardaknowinggripped Scotia.
“Sister, I need your sight,” she said, reaching for Jeanette’s hand. Rowan stepped close enough to join hands with them. And just that easily their gifts were united. Scotia followed theknowing, the other gifts twined with it, and when she “arrived” they were at the bedside of a man far gone in illness. His grey hair was flecked with ginger, and his breath rattled loudly, once, twice, and then it ceased. His eyes stared blankly at nothing. Armor-clad soldiers, as well as a priest, stood round the massive bed, shifting uneasily as they held vigil.
King Edward was dead.Theknowingfloated among the joined gifts.
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
THE DAWN BATTLEhad been only the beginning of a long and arduous day. The Guardians had spent most of the morning making sure the Highland Targe was stable as they learned how to feed it with the energy Rowan pulled through the Targe stone, directed at such a great distance by Scotia’sknowing, and Jeanette’s visions.
The warriors who were not badly injured collected the bodies of the dead. The Scots were buried in the meadow just east of the castle, a stone cairn marking each grave. The English were loaded into carts to be taken to the place Rowan had dropped a ledge on the soldiers who had accompanied Archie into their glen. Once they were all there the Guardians would pull down the rest of the outcropping and bury them all in the stone.
Jeanette had wanted to tend the injured, but Malcolm convinced her that the warriors could tend their own until the Guardians were done with their work. As soon as they were, she had tirelessly stitched and bound wounds until she had run out of supplies.
Once all the English had been moved, the Guardians returned to their place by the well, and as if they had been working together for years instead of less than a day, they quickly finished the job of burying their enemies.
More than enough food and blankets had been found in the English camp, so the MacAlpins and their allies gathered round the fires for the night.
Scotia had not left Duncan’s side since they had found their way out of the castle sometime in the late afternoon, following their noses and growling stomachs to where Rowan had managed to put two large pots of stew over a fire.
Jeanette had restitched Duncan’s previous injury and marveled that his many others were nothing more than scratches and a couple of shallow cuts that had already stopped bleeding.
Now Scotia lay near a fire wrapped in a plaid and cradled against Duncan’s chest. One of his arms stretched out beneath her head while the other one was tucked tightly around her waist, as if even in his exhausted sleep he would not let her wander away from him. Not that she had any intention of doing so.
She had watched the sky all through the short summer night, unable to sleep though she had never been so tired in all her days. Was King Edward, the Hammer of the Scots, well and truly dead? And if so, would his son take up his father’s crusade against them? At least they would not be able to harry the MacAlpins again, and for that she could not give enough thanks. As dawn began to lighten the sky she could lie still no longer and slowly, carefully sat up, letting Duncan’s arm drape over her lap so he would know, even in his sleep, that she had not left him.
Conall sat nearby. He had a long cut along the left side of his face, and his blond hair was tangled with dried blood on that side.
“That will scar,” she said to him.
“Aye. Perhaps now Uilliam will stop calling me a wee daft laddie?”
Scotia smiled. “Perhaps, though he kens it bothers you, so probably not.”
A silence fell between them, and Scotia thought there was more Conall wanted to say.
“What?” she asked.
“You love him,” he said, and she noted it was not a question. “You have always loved him, have you not?”
She looked down at Duncan and ran her fingers through his soft curly hair, still amazed that she had the right to touch him this way, and knew the honesty she had embraced of late must continue with Conall.
“Aye.” She looked back at Conall. “Though in truth I did not realize it until very recently. I did not mean to dally with your heart, Conall, and I ask your forgiveness and understanding if I have hurt you through my own denial of my true feelings.”
He said nothing, but she could see him struggling with her words in the stiffness of his shoulders and the set of his jaw. She had hurt him, and for that she was truly sorry. It would seem her penance for past behavior was not finished with today’s victory. She took a deep breath and rubbed the night’s grit from her eyes.
“I understand if you cannot forgive me,” she said, hoping her voice conveyed the sincerity of her words. “I am ashamed of my past behavior and any pain it may cause you, but I cannot lie to myself, or anyone else anymore.”
