The decades spent in exile, all alone, before I could sing safely in front of others are tangible in the murky cargo hold. The time spent separated from all the people I loved, away from Aidan, pining over a man who didn’t even remember I existed.
 
 If I mess this up, it’ll be my last performance, so I better make it count. I lay it all out on the line for one more song.
 
 I never knew a love
 
 Quite so rare as yours
 
 Never knew a gaze
 
 Quite so entrancing
 
 You held out your hand
 
 By the river bank
 
 And asked me for a dance
 
 “What are you—” Luther stops abruptly, his eyes glazing over as the tray slips from his hands. The bread and fruit he meant to give his brother tumble to the ground, and Seth mutters a begrudging curse.
 
 Just one night; in lieu of forever
 
 One chance; it was now or never
 
 As luck had it, my star-crossed lover
 
 I was promised to another
 
 But I only wanted you
 
 Aidan lets out a low whimper behind me, and Luther inches closer.
 
 His gaze clears, as though the sun itself has just peeked through the clouds, revealing an endless sky after the storm. His pupils contract into pinholes. “May the tides have mercy. You’re a siren.”
 
 I never knew a name
 
 Quite so forbidden
 
 Never knew a love
 
 Quite as doomed from the start
 
 We were oil and water
 
 Sweet and sour
 
 It was never to be
 
 Never to be
 
 But I only wanted you
 
 Our captor stumbles closer, navigating over a barrage of barrels, now within arm’s reach. The inside pockets of his dark hooded cloak should be just below the holes meant for his arms.
 
 Yours was a crown of gold
 
 Mine only a shard of cold
 
 A piece of coal