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My teeth ached as the thought of sinking into her creamy flesh and leaving a permanent mark.
Go for it,Wes had said.
Why wait?
“Here?” I sucked on the spot, making her gasp as my hand slid under the bottom of her yellow bikini.
A whimper escaped her lips. “Please, Alpha.”
Bite her. It’s right there.My desire to bond with her extended far beyond just wanting to protect her and be connected to her.
“I’ll bite you tonight if you wish, but not here in the hot tub.” Just in case anyone was watching us.
“No?” Her lower lip quivered a little.
“I will mark you, Darling. It will look so beautiful. When we finish our drinks, we’ll shower, go to bed, and how did you put it?Enjoy each other?” I kissed her neck, trying to reassureher so she didn’t get upset and think she was being rejected. It happened sometimes with omegas.
“Okay.” She looked out past the balcony and sighed. “I guess we don’t need anyone to take pictures of us boning in the hot tub.”
I laughed. “No, we don’t.”
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Grace
“You really are the best hair brusher,” I sighed as I sat on the large bed, in a soft hotel robe, as Spencer brushed my hair. After the hot tub, we’d taken a shower.
I hadn’t missed what he’d said about bonding with me tonight if I wanted it. Also, I hadn't missed my whine, my body’sreaction, when he hadn’t immediately impaled me with his cock and sunk his teeth into me.
Okay, I hadn’t expected him to.
But something in mehad.Probably the part of me that was always thinking of dicks. Mmmm. Dicks. While I was cozy and snuggly in my robe, Spencer was bare-ass naked.
I’d panic texted Evan who assured me that it was normal and if I wanted to bond with Spencer now, then I should do it–and if I wanted to wait, to tell Spencer, and he would wait.
Obviously, what happened today had unnerved Spencer. Wes, too, to some extent, and we’d video chatted for a bit while Spencer was working.
Though today had unnerved me, too, in so many ways.
Did I want to bond with Spencer?
Yes. Like I said in the hot tub, he was my alpha.
Did I want to bond with Spencer today?
“You’re thinking awfully hard, Darling.” Spencer kissed my temple.
“Do you want to bond with me tonight because you truly want to bond with me, or because you feel guilty because something happened and you couldn’t sense me? There’s nothing wrong with either, I just want to know.” There was probably some past trauma with not being there when Elaris died wrapped up in it, too.
“I would like you right here in my heart for so many reasons. Knowing when you need me is only a very small part of it. It does not need to be tonight. We can wait as long as you’d like. But I’m happy to do so tonight if you wish.” He kissed me again. This time his kisses trailed down my face to my neck. His hand took mine and put it over his heart.
My body shivered as he kissed the same part of my neck he’d kissed in the hot tub when we’d talked of bonding.
Yes. I wanted to bond with him. It went beyond settling something inside myself.
“Yes, I… I’d like that very much. I love you, Spence.” Bumping his forehead with mine, I attacked his lips.
“I love you, too, Darling.” He kissed me back like his soul was starving. Gently, his hands removed my robe, he set it on the chair by the bed and put the hairbrush on the nightstand. He turned off all the lights but a low, soft one.
