Page 147 of Finding the Forward: Part One
Her expression made me want a tongue ring. She’d probably make so many cute noises.
“His mouth feels good wherever it is on my body,” I sighed. “But, yeah, you absolutely want his dick inside you. Can you lock a knot? That soundsintense.”
“It’s difficult for an alpha female to take a knot, but maybe? This water feels so good on my feet.” She wiggled her toes in the bubbles.
“Mine, too.” I perused what the internet told me on my phone about locking a knot.
She took some pictures of her and her drink and sent them to someone. Probably Mercy.
I took sips of my drink as I scrolled, then looked over to her. “Huh, so I guess it’s a lot easier for you to take it in the ass than the pussy. But asses are asses no matter what your designation.”
“I like a little ass-play. One of these days I’d love to be the filling between you and Grif.” She drained her drink. “Mmmm. Fruity.”
“Oh, yeah, I like that idea. Look, there are some specific piercings lady alphas get to help take knots. Get this: youcanlock a knot. It’s supposed to be mind-blowing.” I showed her a photo of the piercings.
“I’ve never had the desire to bejewel the vag, but… huh? Maybe for Jonas’ birthday.” She giggled as she ate the gummy bears out of her glass.
“I’ll take you. Maybe I should get my tongue pierced, too. My birthday’s next month.” I stuck it out. Oh yes, I’d go with her to get piercings done.
The door opened and someone came in. “More drinks?”
“Please!” Verity held out her empty glass.
Two people started rubbing our feet with rough things. Verity told me more about her research, and how devastated she was. How I wished I could fix it for her. At least I could make her feel better.
We continued to drink and talk, our conversation turning to Grif, as I told her stories about him when we were kids.
“I love Grif,” she breathed, as they rubbed our legs more, now with their hands and hot stones. Yeah, this was better than the physical therapists the Knights had.
“I know you do.” Clearly, they loved each other deeply. Perhaps some of Grif’s possessiveness with Verity was that omega desire to keep your alpha to yourself, which was fine.
As long as he didn’t keep her fromme.
“It’s only been a couple of months.” She took another drink.
“That’s forever in... some relationships.” I almost slipped and saidalpha-omegabecause it wasnotuncommon for them to move that fast.
“I don’t want to mess things up by going too fast,” she confessed, look stricken as her scent soured.
She still didn’t know about Grif. The more she became entangled in our lives, our pack, the more I didn’t like keeping it from her. But it wasn’t my choice.
“You won’t,” I reassured her. “Go as fast as you want with me. Or slow. Or all night long.” I gave her a sultry look.Oh yes, have me all night long, Alpha.
She leaned her head on my shoulder. “I care for you, too, Dean. It’s nice spending time with you. My life is so full and I get overwhelmed. Please forgive me for putting Grif first right now. You’ll get your time, too.”
It made me happy that she kept offering me reassurance. Sometimes the omega part of me got a little insecure because this was taking so long. However, her life wasfulland sometimes I worried about her overdoing it. She didn’t always seem to have the best time-management skills.
“You know where I am.” I leaned in and gave her a kiss. “You’re going to court him, aren’t you, after Mercy turns eighteen? Court him and bite him?”
Become part of our pack.
We’d need a room for her. If we got a Verity, then maybe we could get that house Grif and I wanted. AJ enjoyed living in a penthouse. It’s how he grew up. But I wanted a house with a little yard. Like the one Grif and I always walked past and pretended was ours when we were kids.
“If everyone agrees, I’d like that. I like your pack, Dean. All of you, not just you and Grif. Jonas does things to me. Even though AJ might still hate me a bit, I’d like to at least be friends with him. Maybe more. Is it supposed to be like that? That I love you all so much so fast?” she confessed, biting her lower lip.
She lovedus. My heart exploded.
“Sometimes you just fit. Like AJ looked at Jonas and me and just knew that even though he didn’t want to fuck us, we were his pack. I am so very happy you fit with us. Please, have your way with Jonas.” I peppered her face with little hungry kisses, ignoring that we weren’t alone.
