Page 145 of Marked By the Pack
“So that’s it?” Bennett asked me. “That’s not as bad as I thought it was going to be.”
“No, that’s not all. I also do private sessions. Where I take things further.”
“With the fruit?” Otto asked.
I shook my head. “No, usually not. Sometimes the guys want to see more of that. Sometimes they just want to talk. More often they want me to pleasure myselfwhile they picture themselves fucking me. Not with the fruits. With my fingers. Or a dildo.”
Bennett’s Adam’s apple rose and then fell. His nostrils flared ever so slightly.
I turned to the twins.
They each shook their heads at the same time.
“Fuck,” Otto said. He ran his hand across his jawline. “I was trying really hard to be the voice of reason here…but…” He groaned and bent over.
Ace slapped him on the back. “Breathe.”
“I have a bad habit of being the worst at keeping my cool,” Otto said while still staring at the floor.
I took a step forward, but Huxley put his hand up to tell me to stop.
“Give him a minute,” he said.
I watched Otto trying to breathe slowly. All I wanted to do was comfort him. But I knew it would just make everything worse.
“I know I sent you mixed signals,” Otto said. “By telling you I couldn’t date you.” He took a deep breath, but still didn’t look at me. “But you know why I did that. I just needed to wait for Bennett to come back to town. And I meant what I said a couple of nights ago, Zoey.”
“Me too.”
He finally looked up at me. His face looked pained. “You’re my girl. And I’m not okay with this. I’m sorry, Zoey. My vote is no.”
His vote?
“It’s a no from me too,” Huxley said.
“I think we share you enough,” Ace said. “It’s a no from me too.”
Bennett nodded. “The same thing applies to this as the fitness instructor business. I can’t do it. I don’t think any of us could handle it.”
Titan cleared his throat. “It’s a no from me too.”
I wasn’t sure he was saying that because he was just hoping this would get rid of me? Or because he didn’t like the idea of sharing me.
“Don’t look so surprised,” Titan said. “I told you. The five of us shareonegirl. We give her everything she needs. Her body belongs to us.”
It was the same thing he’d said last night. Minus the comment about stripping for money for horny strangers. Was he saying he wanted to be part of this relationship now too? I just stared at him.
“I’m sorry to give you an ultimatum, Zoey,” Bennett said. “We want this. All of us.” He nodded at Titan. “But we can’t risk losing control…”
“Okay,” I said, cutting him off. “I don’t want you to lose control either. I’m done. I choose you. The five of you. I’ll shut the account down.”
He smiled. “Yeah?”
“Did you really think I wouldn’t? I came in here prepared to give it up. I just didn’t think you’d want me after you knew the truth.”
Bennett pulled me back in close. “How many times do I have to tell you that I’m into you?”
I smiled up at him.
