Page 144 of Marked By the Pack
I pressed my lips together. If he didn’t like me instructing men in person in a non-sexual way, he definitely didn’t like my online job. “The personal fitness thing is just so that all my money isn’t so suspicious.”
“Like a front?” Ace asked.
I nodded. “Kind of, I guess.” That sounded like I was laundering money through it or something. But it wasn’t for that. “It’s just so people in Crooked Point don’t go digging into my private life.” I pressed my lips together. I wasn’t expecting to be talking about this too. “So you guys don’t like that I’m a personal fitness instructor?”
“I don’t like your hands on anyone else,” Huxley said.
“Not when we’re not present,” Ace added.
Honestly, I understood that. I didn’t want them touching anyone else either.
“It’s not just that,” Bennett said. “There are some rumors going around.”
I internally groaned. “What rumors?”
“That you sleep with your married clients.”
“Well they’re just rumors. I’ve never done that. Ever.”
“Good,” Bennett said.
“I feel like there’s a but coming.”
Bennett nodded. “I agree with Huxley and Ace. I don’t like it. But I don’t like the other thing even more.”
I swallowed hard. “I don’t care about the personal fitness thing. I’ll give it up.”
“But you do care about the camming?”
“It’s not just my job, I shouldn’t have said that. Yes, it’s my livelihood. But it’s been such a huge part of my life for so long. This secret part. I enjoyed it.” I used the past tense without even realizing it. Because I didn’t enjoy it as much now. “I’m really good at it.”
“I imagine so,” he said. “One of the top accounts on the whole site?”
I nodded.
Bennett exhaled slowly. “I don’t think I can handle knowing this is what you do when we’re not together. I know my limits. I’m honestly angry just thinking about it.”
I knew what he was saying without actually saying it. If he was having a hard time controlling his anger…he could shift. I didn’t want that.
“What exactly do you do on the site?” Huxley asked.
“I…um…” I looked at Titan. I kind of wished he had the video now. He could just show them.
“I post pictures on my main page,” I said. “And livestream. I wear a bunny mask and play with phallic produce.”
Otto smiled at me. “Play with?”
“Yeah. Lick the side of it. Deep throat it. That kind of thing.”
“Oh. Like that thing you did with a banana that one night? That was hot.”
He hadn’t said anything during the personal fitness instructor debate. But I was happy to see him still joking around. “Yeah. That’s actually how Titan put it together.”
“You subscribe to her?” Bennett asked.
Titan nodded. “For a while.”
I thought he might look embarrassed, but he didn’t. I knew what Titan liked now. Watching while a woman wished it was him. I assumed his friends knew that. It’s probably what Titan did when he approved of the woman they were all dating. Watching while waiting to be begged. So it wasn’t exactly a surprise that he’d like something like MyFanatics.
