Page 40 of Euphoria
Chapter 14
Bowie
“If you could do anything,what would you do? And if you could live anywhere, where would you go?” Bambi asks me.
Lately, all we’ve been doing is meeting up in the janitor’s closet and we talk just the three of us. It’s crazy that I haven’t tried fucking her in here or in school. I don’t know, there’s just something about her that makes me hold her to the highest form of respect or so I thought I did until today when she came to school with her hair in its fully tight curly Afro. I wanted to bury my fingers in her hair, pulling it as I buried my dick inside of her.
I was glad we weren’t in the same classes at all but during my free period, which was her lunch, I dragged her out of the cafeteria and brought her into the closet where I can admit I lost my mind. Touching her isn’t enough for me. I have to feel her skin against mine. It’s the only way that I can function. From the second that I first touched her; I knew that I wasn’t ever going to stop. Bambi is beneath me, laying on the floor on top of my school jacket. I hover over her as I fuck her. I raise her hands over her head and clasp mine with hers. I kiss her like this is the last time I’ll ever get to do that. There’s this feeling that gnaws at me constantly and that’s me not being able to keep her with me or Bambi telling me she doesn’t want to see me ever again.
I grunt as she wraps her legs around my waist. She feels so good. I kiss her hard as I show her how I truly feel. This is my way, my words may mean a lot to some but with her, I want her to see my actions. I want her to get a taste of what is beneath the surface. I don’t stop until her legs are shaking uncontrollably and she cums. I pull away from her lips; I look her in her beautiful brown eyes. “You know I’d do anything for you, right?”
“Yes,” Bambi smiles and answers breathlessly.
“Good.” I suck my bottom lip into my mouth as I thrust in her harder, faster, rougher and cum hard in the condom. I would never jeopardize her future like that with a teen pregnancy. I’ll jeopardize it in other ways, like making her fall in love with us.
Now, we’re relaxing, not caring that the bell rang minutes ago or that someone might look for us.
“Hmm, if I could go anywhere, I’d go wherever you and Phoenix go and if I could do anything, I’d sleep in your pussy forever.”
Bambi snorts. “Bow, seriously.”
“I am serious. I want to die fucking you. That’s the only way to go,” I confess.
Bambi shakes her head as she stands and starts adjusting her uniform. I reach out, grabbing her leg and running my hand up and down.
“Bowie... we have to go back to class.” She says trying to avoid my eyes as she fluffs her hair.
I bite my lower lip hard. “Mmm.” I grunt, but I continue caressing her leg. “I just want to spend more time with you. I miss you when you’re gone, ya know? And I don’t get to hang out with you on weekends because of my… parents.”
Bambi pokes her bottom lip out, frowning. “I miss you too, like a lot.”
“Yeah?”
Bambi nods. “Mm-hmm. I want to fall asleep in your arms every night, but I know I can’t.”
“Is that what you want?” I ask.
She shakes her head. “It’s what I need.”
“Bam-Bam?”
“Yeah?”
“Do you love me?” I ask.
Bambi’s eyes widen, and she stops fluffing her hair. She stares at me, just taking me in, and then she nods. “Yeah, I do, and I know you might not feel that ye—.”
“I love you, Bambi. With everything that I have, and I’ll never stop, just in case you’re wondering.” I say, followed by a smirk. “You’re going to be my wife someday, ya know that?”
“Really? You think you’d want to marry me? Even with all the scars, the hurt and the shame? Both of you would want to marry me?” She asks.
“What shame, baby? And hell yeah, I know Nix would marry you in a heartbeat.” Bambi shuts her eyes and opens them back up, getting rid of whatever she was about to say.
“Where’s Nixy?” She asks.
“He said he’ll meet us after school, he’s got some...things to do with his guardian? Father?” I say, not too sure what to really call it.
Bambi snorts. “Father. That word is foreign to you, I know, and I’m sorry for that.” “Come to me.” I tell her.
