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I lightly chuckled,
“I don’t want to kill you darlin’,” I answered.
“You don’t?”
I shook my head still keeping the rhythm of pleasuring myself. This was going to be my favorite type of fourplay.
“Nah, I need you alive but your pussy,” I growled stopping all movements.
I stood there like a jungle cat ready to pounce knowing damn well that my prey had no idea what was going to happen next. Katerina’s eyes sparkled, just like I told her they do when she enjoyed this rougher me. She made a step in the direction of the door and I smiled, I didn’t give her a chance to even take another one as I rushed her. I slammed her body into the wall, my arm came around her waist as I lifted her up mine. Before she could say or do anything, I pushed all the way in. I didn’t even prepare her for this but fuck, I should’ve prepared my damn self. I visibly and vocally shuddered as her walls held me in a chokehold. If I wanted the ultimate pleasure I couldn’t stop. I began roughly fucking her up the wall, I knew I should’ve been holding her head so that she didn’t hurt herself, but this wasn’t the time nor the place.
“Fuck, Carson…” was all that came out of Katerina’s mouth.
I bit her earlobe only releasing it after she yelped,
“As I was saying, baby… I’m not goin’ to kill you. But this pussy, holy fuckin’ shit, my fuckin’ pussy, I’m gon’ tear it apart over and over. I’m going to kill this pussy then give it mouth to mouth so I can bring her ass back to life to do it all over again.”
“Oooooh, Mr. McDermott,” Katerina called out to be not even focusing on her head hitting the wall. Fuck, I should really support it.
I shook my head trying to get out of the haze, but it was no use. I swear my toes were curling right now. I gripped her jaw hard, holding her head against the wall.
“Look at me Lil darlin’.”
he opened her eyes and I knew I fell harder than I did the first time I slid inside of her.
“Mr. McDermott is my father. You know who the fuck I am.”
I bit her bottom lip as I bent my knees slipping out of her until I reached the tip of my dick and then when I slid oh so sweetly yet as if I was brawling’ with her, I knew she came. Her eyes fluttered but I didn’t stop, I refused to fucking stop until she gave me what I asked her for. She opened her eyes again, focusing on me,
“I love you Bubba, my Carson.” She said so softly, the opposite of how I was fucking her.
I grunted as I laid my forehead on hers,
“I love you too, Kitty Kat. I’ll forever love you, darlin’.” I came so hard that I was so sure I became cock-eyed.
Chapter 17
Carson
When I was scoping out the place. It felt weird to be back in Tennessee. I thought I would see my mom and Ricardo in Hawaii but no, they were here in Nashville. I remained inconspicuous as I followed Ricardo around making sure to lower my cap so that he couldn’t see my face properly. I paused as he entered a hair salon in the mall, I figured he was getting my mother or something like that. My heart began beating rapidly because I knew something was off, but I couldn’t put my finger on it. I didn’t have to wait long for me to see the woman who didn’t want me as she exited the salon. She was still as beautiful as I remember her. From the dark curls that she had in the signature French braid that I learned from her. She smiled at Ricardo and I wondered how they could be so happy when they ruined my life.
I watched them for a second as they stood there, a couple of feet away from me talking about something then somebody bumped into me. I didn’t get a chance to see who it was except for a kid who had a head full of dark brown curls that reached his shoulders.
“Scuse me, mister,” He said but he didn’t look back as he continued to run where I had just been looking.
He was tall so I figured maybe he was in his teens. I shrugged. I was about to turn away from my mom and her husband, but something made me freeze at this moment. Then all hell broke loose as the kid ran up to them,
“Mee-Maw, PawPaw! Look what I got from the machine!” He yelled.
He paused as if realizing he dropped it. He frantically looked everywhere as my mother and her husband paid him no mind. It was as if they were in their own world. I looked on the floor and saw that he dropped a football keychain. I picked it up so that he could come to get it. Which he did but when I stretched my hand out to give it to him, my entire body trembled.
The kid was a spitting image of me. From the eyebrows to his cheeks and the worse of it all; his amber eyes. I was visibly shaking at this point. I felt like I had seen this kid somewhere before but where? I didn’t have to wait long before my mother yelled his name out.
“Jude! Come on, let’s go!”
“Okay, mee-maw!” he yelled out. He peered up at me, he was so beautiful and then he furrowed his brows just like Katerina did when she was confused. “Sir, ya think I could have my keychain back?” He asked.
I didn’t even know how I did it, but I reached out trying my best to hand it to him. My soul hurt so much; I wasn’t thinking straight. He smiled, showing me, all his teeth and I wanted to cry so badly.
