Page 21 of Dear, Carson McDermott
“I’d do anythin’ to make you laugh, baby.”
My cheeks were going to hurt at this point if I didn’t stop smiling so hard.
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I should’ve known that massaging Carson would not be as mundane as it was massaging Tony. I took another deep breath as I worked for my hands over Carson’s naked back. I knew where I had to press to get the proper results. I wasn’t trying to make this into an erotic situation but then moans and groans that were coming out of his mouth did not make this better. If anything, I wasn’t sure if he could hear my shallow breathing. I took another breath in and exhaled, shaky breath as I ran my palms down his back. Carson shuddered,
“baby, I need a break,” his voice was strained. Kind of like he was trying hard not to spook me or himself for that matter.
“Okay? You want me to get off?” I asked.
“Mmmm, yes please.” He replied but the way his voice sounded was something else.
I slowly got off his back and he flipped to his back so quick, you would think that he wasn’t in pain. I looked down at his boxer briefs and I knew why he turned that quickly. His dick stood so upright and curved that if I wasn’t so turned on, I would’ve said something about it probably being made of actual wood. I licked my lips not able to turn away from it, my hands itched to touch it and caress it. Make him feel good all over instead of just his back and legs.
“Can I touch it?” I asked, raising my eyes to his. The expression in his eyes was wild, sort of crazed if that was a thing but he remained in bed.
Silent as ever. I looked back at it, I reached out gripping it through the boxer-briefs. Carson hissed,
“It has a name darlin’. Don’t be rude now, say hi to Big Bubba.”
I cocked an eyebrow looking his way and he had a smirk on his face. I smiled because I was about to ruin Carson’s life much more than he knew. I reached inside his boxer-briefs pulling it out and for a minute, I almost ran away. I didn’t think that I could do this all of a sudden, but I was a Di’Maggio and we never ran away from challenges. We were tough. I bit my bottom lip as I examined the girth, the length, and how angry his veins looked. I wanted to retreat yet my mouth watered at how this was all because of me. It was a bit of a disappointment that my small hand couldn’t fully wrap around him but when his hand came over mine, I smiled.
Slowly, Carson began moving my hand up and down sort of like a little help but then I met his eyes again. I was so mesmerized with the way we both made eye contact while I pleasured him.
“Let me say hi by myself, Bubba.”
Carson removed his hand as I leaned in closer. My tongue slipped out tasting the bulbous tip. I heard Carson make a muffled sound then I repositioned myself to where I was in between his legs and could see everything he did, how he reacted. I flattened my tongue as I licked from the tip all the way down near his balls.
“Wait…” I heard Carson say and that was my cue.
I didn’t warn him as I slid as much as I could into my mouth. I made my mouth into a suction as I did my best to make sure Carson lost himself in this. His hand found its way to the back of my head and I knew the roles had reversed. I placed my palms flat on the bed as he began fucking my mouth. His hips started rising off the bed as he lost himself in this sensation. I moaned as he gripped my hair hard causing my scalp to burn but the feeling traveled all the way to my pussy. I shut my eyes for a moment just so that I could concentrate on the swirling that my tongue was doing while he thought he was in control.
What I was about to do next was a bargain, I wasn’t sure if he would kill me or love me for it. When he roughly pushed my head back down on his length, I came back up but this time I bared just a bit of teeth. The very tip of them scraped against his length and all I heard from him was a quickly said,I’m sorryas he came into my mouth. I didn’t mind as the sweet-salty taste of his semen slid down my throat. I shuddered because this was the first man that I had ever let finish in my mouth. I took as much as I could get which was hard because Carson was fucking my mouth even harsher. I could feel him hit the back of my throat and when he slowed, I made that same suction as I completely took him out of my mouth.
I glanced up at him, Carson fell back on the bed as though he had just run some crazy drill. He was breathing hard with his hand over his chest.
“You okay there, Bubba?” I teased as I wiped my mouth.
“Shut up.” He said and I couldn’t help it but laugh.
“You knew this would happen, didn’t you?” He asked as he finally opened his eyes and sat up on his elbows for support.
I shrugged my shoulders,
“Maybe I did, maybe I didn’t.”
Carson didn’t even give me a chance to say more as he pounced on me as if he were a jungle cat. He was on top of me not even giving me a chance as he kissed me so tenderly. So beautiful, I could cry. I sighed into his kiss forgetting about anything else that was around us. I felt as his hand traveled all the way down to under my shirt. I had showered and borrowed one of his boxer-briefs while my panties were in the wash. They fit so snug because of my hips. He groaned as if liking the fact that I was wearing it the entire time. I gasped as I felt him begin to tease my clit. I opened my legs more, giving him space to lean in and continue whatever his skillful hands had begun doing. I shuddered as he moved the boxer-briefs a bit to the side and then I felt his fingers on my bare pussy.
I pulled away from his kiss as I threw my head back at how much I loved this. I should’ve let him do this sooner. I felt his lips on my neck, then his teeth as he lightly bit my shoulder. That made me wetter and he knew it. He slipped two of his fingers inside of me. At first, he was going just as slowly as he started when he rubbed my clit but after a moment, he picked up his pace. Then he withdrew. I moaned ready to say something but then I felt his fingers at the hem of his tee that I wore. I sat up a bit so he could remove it. Those amber eyes seemed to light up at my naked upper body.
“So fuckin’ perfect, I swear I could die right now.” He said but then he gave me a wicked smile as he looked me in my eyes. “But I won’t because I have yet to collapse your world like you’ve been doing to mine darlin’. Lie back down for me, will you?” He softly asked me.
I smiled as I laid back on the bed. His soft, plush lips had never felt so good on my body. I felt his fingers invade my body once more taking over every distracting part. His thumb went to work rubbing my clit as I felt his wicked tongue placing their claim over my breasts. He started with the left one giving it all the attention driving me crazy and then he went over to the right. I could’ve sworn I saw the stairway to heaven as the pitch in my voice rose as he increased speed and added a bit of roughness. I couldn’t handle it anymore as I screamed out my release. I thought that was enough, but it clearly wasn’t because all of a sudden, I felt Carson’s mouth over my pussy.
I tried to sit up and see what he was doing but Carson’s idle hand came up and pressed on my belly until I was laying back down. I thought that I could breathe through this, but I was wrong as he showed me why so many girls were obsessed with him. I cried out as he fucked me with his tongue. If I saw the stairway to heaven before, then right now, the clouds had separated so that I could see the gateway instead. I felt as the tears trekked down my face because I couldn’t handle it anymore. I tried shutting my legs, but he pried them apart with his shoulders. He placed my disobedient legs over his shoulders as he proved to me that he could hold his breath for such a time as this.
As if that wasn’t bad, I tried to move his head from in between my legs as I gripped his hair. This only worked for a second. Carson came up for air, with a look of anger and defiance. He was so beautiful like this. He licked my juices from his lips and the ones that escaped his mouth that ran down his chin, he wiped with the back of his hand. He gave me that same devilish smile that I now understood what it meant. He held my wrists in one hand and glared at me,
