Page 36 of Marriage Ever After
My eyes fluttered as I watched Kash lick his lips then give me those hungry eyes. He bit his bottom lip as he eyed me loving that I was squirming under his stare. Kash completely removed his tie as he gestured towards my office door.
“Go lock your door and come to me, bunny. Your second punishment is ready.”
I didn’t hesitate as I stood, walking towards my door. I shut it with anticipation, locking it in the process. I pressed a button on the side as it gave me privacy, blocking everything out. I sashayed my ass back to meet Kash who had turned his seat to face me. The tie was loose in his hand as his eyes stared at my wrap-dress. I didn’t need him to say a word as I walked over to him straddling him as I wrapped my arms around his neck.
“I’m ready.”
“First, fucking kiss me, Mila. I missed your lips.”
I groaned loving the way he talked to me. Although, I missed talking to my man, seeing him smile at me like he’s doing right now, the feel of his fingers as they touch my body. The roughness of his grip as slams me down on his lap then as his fingers glided on my bare skin making their way up my thighs under my dress. I shuddered as I threw my head back as he moved my panties to the side with one hand while the other reached inside twisting the love ball. I felt it the moment Kash slipped his fingers through my straightened hair, he gripped it tight causing so much pain to take over that my body flinched to it but then he began twisting the love ball much more viciously. I was lost in between the pain, the sexual frustration of going hours with this ball in me causing me to almost lose myself in the middle of meetings and now, he was using what I loved about him as punishment.
I had to give it to him, Kash was no ordinary man. The way that he took care of me, the way he loved me was impeccable but so was his punishments. He knew how to give as good as he got. I craved for him to be himself, to be raw, with such need to hurt me in a good way, punish me until I burst into tears because I can’t take just his sweetness cause I yearn for the way he shows me his love. I don’t want a calmed love, I want a wretched love, one that grabs me by my leg dragging me lower and lower to the bottom of the ocean where I can’t see or come back up. I want to drown in the ocean of Kash, I won’t die but instead, I’ll transform becoming susceptible to everything around me. I am his and he is mine.
Kash pulled me out of my thoughts as he brought my head down to meet his lips in a crazy, angry yet passionate kiss. The instant his tongue made an entrance in my mouth, he began playing with my clit, roughly yet so quickly satisfying then I felt the moment my whole world shuttered as he yanked the love ball out of my pussy. I lost myself in his arms, in his everything and I remembered what I missed most about Kash…Him.
Although I thought that Kash was going to follow me in this wonderful world of orgasms, he held out on me punishing me in a way worse than anything else; he didn’t cum. He knew how much it drove me into delirium right after knowing that Kash came with me or even after me but the fact that he was holding out on me made me want to scream at him. I wanted to pull my hair out or I don’t know, slap the shit out of him for making me crave for him to come. I loved the look on his face the most, the way that he would bite his lip, his lashes would flutter in a way that made him appear even more beautiful than he already was and when his hair was in his face, he’d push it back digging his fingers deep into his scalp just to intensify the feeling. The last part happened more when I was on top because he didn’t have to lose control on top.
“Why won’t you cum, Kash? Just give me what I deserve, you know I love to see you in your most natural state,” I confessed to him.
Kash took his sweet time answering me as I stood, cleaning myself up while he watched. He reached out wanting to do it, but I shook my head as I grabbed some tissues wiping the evidence away. Kash had smirked as if I were a joke but I wanted to see if this would entice him or drive him to do something crazy.
“Come here, bunny,” Kash tried to reach out for me but I slipped passed him as I threw the tissue paper in the garbage.
“I’ve got it, Kash,” I bit back.
I knew why I was upset. How fucking dare he withhold the most important thing to me? He knew this would make me feel some way about it. More than anything, I loved to watch and feel as Kash came inside of me, filling me with his seed so why was he torturing me like this? This wasn’t right. Kash stood as he fixed himself making sure to look presentable then he walked over to where I was seated on my chair and leaned back sitting on the edge of my desk. He crossed his arms as he tilted his head at me. I tried to avoid looking into his eyes then as if he knew I was doing just that, he glared at me.
“You think being mad at me is going to make me give you what you want?”
His voice, although low, caused a crazy shift to occur in my entire body. He had such control over it, it was making me dizzy.
“I have every right to be, Kash,” I bit back.
Kash tsked at me then I felt his fingers in my hair as he stood. He was now standing behind me as he gave me a scalp massage that caused me to relax. The tension in my body left faster than anything else and then the moment I almost dozed off, Kash gripped my hair in a vice-like way. I shuddered as he pulled my head back to look up at him. He was angry, in his eyes, there was some uncertainty, but it wasn’t if he wanted to come or not, it was because he wanted to hurt me. In Kash’s eyes, I saw the truth. He wanted to hurt me, make me scream and cause me pain but he knew that this wasn’t the time. He didn’t want to risk anything with our baby, and I regretted that. Not the child but the fact that he couldn’t fulfill what he truly wanted to do but I had to give it to Kash, he was something else. He was able to still make me feel and know that I was being punished but it wasn’t in a hurting way. I loved this creative side of him, it made me wet.
“When I tell you to come to me, you come to me, do you hear me, bunny?”
Before I could even answer his question, I felt the rough grip as he shoved his hand in my panties and pinched my clit. The impact of it all caused me to moan in a way that I knew my receptionist wouldn’t look me in the eye anymore.
“Yeeeesssss, baby,” I tried my best to answer as Kash began playing around with my pussy.
His other hand still had a fist full of my hair gripped right at my scalp.
“You listen and you listen to me very well, bunny. Don’t ever fuck with me the way that you did. I forgive you just as much as you forgive me, I will always forgive you, be patient with you until you get to your full potential but don’t test me when I’m giving you your punishment. In this dynamic, you have no say in when I want to come or where I’ll come. If I have to let my cum go down the drain instead of down your throat or in your pussy then that’s what the fuck I’ll do. You don’t deserve my cum, bunny and you know that. Suffer from the consequences, take it like a big girl so that way, I can fuck you like the little slut that you are. I’m going to make you scream until you bring me back my whore. You know I love her the most, she lets me do whatever the fuck I want to her. She lets me cum on her tits, her ass, in her ass so I can watch the way it drips out of every hole that I’ve claimed for my own. You know my favorite thing that she does is let me rain my cum all over her, spreading it out with my dick making her body my masterpiece. Tell her I’m waiting for her appearance Mila but for now, shut the fuck up and kiss me.”
Ladies and Gentlemen, my husband, the best motherfucker in my life, scratch that, in the world, Kash Emerson.
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If I thought that punishment with the love ball was something then when I got home from work, it made me realize Kash had set something different up for me. The moment I walked into the house and knowing that Cherise was spending the night here watching Jordy, Kash was up to something. He was home early, which wasn’t really a bad thing or surprising anymore, we made sure to come home no matter what unless things were really hectic and if they were, we would always call or text.
All of this was working out great but the worst part about it all was that Kash had yet to come inside of me or anywhere on my body, he kept that from me, and it was driving me crazy. It was going on three weeks right now and I didn’t know how much longer I could keep up with that without breaking down and sobbing my pregnant heart out. It was something odd though that the more he kept from me, the more he deprived me of, I wanted to fuck him even more. Jump his bones anywhere I could just to fuck up his punishment but all that did was earn me an even worse punishment. My ass cheeks have been sore for getting spanked almost every night and the pain traveled through every part of my body, soul and mind.
I met Kash in the hall near our room and then he walked us into our bedroom, locking it behind him, I turned to face him, and he had a smirk on his face.
“You thought this was over, didn’t you, Bunny?”
I shook my head with the biggest smile on my face.
