Page 50 of Soulmates and Slapshots
While this is more progress, we’re not done yet.
Mabel’s mom, Mary-Ellen, reminded us that the park is only part of the land at risk. The rest of it is still vulnerable unless we can prove the bird nests in other areas. Thisreminded me of Weston and his idea for a birdwatching date.
Regardless, I’m proud to have played a part in helping Maple Falls. Getting involved gave me purpose and a distraction. It was a reason to extend my trip. But the clock is ticking, and I need to make some decisions.
My phone buzzes, dragging me out of my thoughts. I glance at the screen, and my heart sinks when I see Joshua’s number. He still hasn’t given up.
I let out a slow breath before answering. “Hello?”
“Fiona. Hi,” he says, like he’s surprised I picked up. I actually surprised myself, but avoiding him clearly isn’t doing any good.
“What do you want, Joshua?” I ask coldly.
“Just…five minutes. Please. I have some great news.”
I hesitate then sigh. “Fine.”
Maybe if I hear him out, he’ll finally let me go.
“Do you remember my coworker, Phil?”
“No.” I really don’t. I’ve met too many of his coworkers over the years, and none of them ever stood out.
“Well, his wife works for AirWinds Publishing, and they’re looking for new editors. I mentioned you, and she was immediately interested. She asked for your information.”
My mouth opens then closes again. I’m stunned. Joshua knew what was going on with my job, but of course that didn’t stop him from walking away from our relationship when I needed him most.
Still…this could be the opportunity I didn’t even know I was waiting for.
“You’ll probably hear from her soon,” he adds.
I chew my lip as different emotions circle in my mind. “Thank you, Joshua.”
“You’re welcome,” he replies, his voice softer now. “It’s the least I could do after…”
He trails off. Joshua has never been great with emotional stuff, so even this small attempt seems like growth for him.
“I’m so sorry, Fiona. I made a huge mistake. I wish I could go back and do everything differently.”
I listen without saying a word.
“I was wondering,” he continues, “if maybe we could talk when you’re back in town?”
I close my eyes. “Joshua, I don’t think there’s anything left to say.”
“Is that because you’re seeing someone else?”
That’s a good question.
And just like that, Weston fills my thoughts. I think of his kind eyes, those dimples, and the way he looks at me. This causes butterflies to flutter in my stomach. There’s no doubt that I’m not ready to leave him yet.
“Fiona?” Joshua’s voice rings in my ear. For a second, I’d forgotten he was still on the phone.
“No, this doesn’t have anything to do with him,” I say firmly. “This is aboutyouandme.”
I take a deep breath as I prepare to speak my piece.
“You ended our relationship without talking to me, Joshua. No warning, no explanation, you were just done.” My voice shakes slightly, so I pause for a few seconds. “I’ve had a lot of time to think since I left New York. It’s given me time to reflect, and I finally see things clearly. I know what I want and what Ideserve.”
