Page 52 of Searching for Sadie
"Fuck, Sadie. I'm not going to last. Can you get there again?" he rasped out.
Her hand found her clit as she rubbed circles as he continued to pump in and out of her. His cock was so thick it was hitting every single spot in her with every thrust. "Oh god," she cried out as the heat pooled deep in her belly. She was going to come again.
Lucas thrusts got a little harder, filling her. That was all it took. She fell over the edge. His fingertips dug into her hips as he thrust one last time before pulsing inside of her with a loud low groan.
How was that the best sex she'd ever had? Was it even possible to have the best sex you've ever had with someone you've only had sex with once? An hour ago, she would have told you the best sex came from knowing your partner and how their body worked, but it would seem like Lucas Fipp intuitively knew how her body worked, and she was here for it.
He pulled out and collapsed to her side as he laced their fingers together. They both lay there panting, holding hands. As much as Sadie didn't think she was ready for a relationship, when the universe put someone like Lucas Fipp in the house right next door, it's better to just not question things.
"Wow," Lucas finally said on an exhale. "That was incredible."
"Yeah," she said, words still not something that she felt capable of right now.
"I'll be right back," Lucas said before kissing her and letting go of her hand.
She didn't know where he was going, but she hoped he hurried. She didn't really feel like being far away from him right now.
Before long he came back with a glass of water and set it on her bedside table with a sheepish smile on his face before walking around and getting back in bed without saying a word.
"What is it?" she asked, feeling a little too vulnerable.
"I'm just reminding myself this is real."
How did this big man with rough callus strong hands turn her into an absolute pile of goo in the best possible way? Something about him made her feel safe. It was the moments like this when she saw glimpses of what a life in Mystic Falls could look like. Her aunt had always been her biggest supporter and the one person in her family who truly understood her. Even now, she was proving to be that safe place.
"How do you feel?" Lucas asked as he opened his arms to her.
Without a second thought, she settled her head on his chest and rested her arm over his belly. "Amazing. And to think we could have been doing that the whole time?"
"I mean, I wouldn't have been opposed," he said as he put his arm that wasn’t holding her behind his head.
She looked up at him, biting back a grin. Only when her eyes connected with his, the vulnerability of the moment settled in. "I'm sorry."
His brow scrunched ever so slightly. "What on earth are you sorry for?"
"I don't know," she said looking away. "I guess I just meant sorry for being stand offish."
"Sadie," he said, waiting for her to look back at her. "You better not be apologizing to me for not having sex before now."
"What? No... I'm not... I just am sorry I was pushing you away."
"No," he said, cupping her chin and holding it so she had to look at him. "You haven’t been pushing me away. You have been taking it at the pace that felt comfortable to you. I would never want anything but that."
She just nodded. All the words caught in her throat.
"That being said, that was pretty incredible," he said before dropping another kiss on her lips.
She hummed in agreement before her mouth cracked open in a yawn.
"Do you want to stay the night?" he asked softly as he ran a hand through her auburn waves.
"I have absolutely no desire to leave this bed." She settled into his as his arm squeezed her just a little tighter.
"Do you have to be up at a certain time?"
"Nope."
"Okay," he said before trying to stifle his own yawn before turning off his bedside lamp.
