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To serve as flesh

Torn up fresh

Upturn the bed

Leave them unfed

Justify starvation

For some future libation

The present is pleasant

Only for your golden bezant

Jun took center again, roaring into his microphone.

But we’ll cry

And we’ll die

For your unclean

Your goddam caffeine

Go suck on your cigar

Rub off on your fuckboy your watch me trick car

Let’s check your lips

For dagger tips

You can’t even feed

If others don’t bleed

He felt like a demon now. Dark and angry, filled with vicious glee. Sweat broke out across his back beneath his costume. The rhythm had him in its grip, snapping and bending with its beat.

Hail, my demons

Are you not entertained?

As I rave and I cave, and make love to the cage

Aren’t all little canaries the going on rage?

This moment was a drug. His eyes caught Yohei’s. His band brother looked fey and feral. This is what it meant to be unbound. Jun caught Jaewoong’s hand, spinning in place, swapping places, breaking down Gigi’s choreography as light sticks rose up and down in the stands, making the world unreal, a swirling space of darkness and light.

Somewhere, Bak Sahyuk was moving through Seoul with an illegal gun. Somewhere, Sevastyan and Rei were moving through bunkers in cold mountain strongholds, preparing to destroy the heart of the Merchari. Somewhere, officers were preparing to enter a high rise in New York with a judicial warrant.

So hail, my demons

There’s a spark in the heart of the dark

An art you can’t narc

None of it was real. Jun was music and rage, artistic expression caught for an instant in a human body bleeding out into ephemeral, uncontrollable spirit.