Page 73 of The Castaways
Her face transformed from a placid surface to a stormy one. She was going to cry, and immediately the Chief’s guard went up.
She said, “This has been so hard.”
The Chief nodded, though barely.
“I wanted to talk to you about Greg.”
“What about him?”
“He was my friend. I miss him. I loved him. I mean, Ireallyloved him. He listened to me. I have all this stuff going on—Derek, my ex-boyfriend, stalks me, my mother is dying of freaking breast cancer, and my dad and brother are in New York hell-bent on pretending my mother and I don’t exist…” She snatched a tissue off the Chief’s desk and noisily blew her nose. “And really, the only person I could talk to was Greg. He was so nice to me. He was kind. He was the kindest, because he could have gotten into so much trouble…”
“You accused him of sexual misconduct,” the Chief said. “He was nearly fired.”
“I know! I was confused. It was so completely fucked. I was jealous because it was clear he loved his wife and kids. I was never going to get the best part of him. They were.”
“So did you lie to the administration?” the Chief asked.
April narrowed her eyes at him as if he were crazy. Crazy to think she lied or crazy to think she would now tell him the truth? She blotted her eyes. “The amazing thing was that Greg forgave me. After all that, I mean. He forgave me, he listened, he was kind, and then…”
“And then what?” the Chief said.
“And then he died!” April said. She stood up and paced the back half of the Chief’s office.
“You were in love with him?” the Chief said.
April threw up her hands.
“Was he… did he say he was in love with you?”
“I know what you’re trying to do,” April said. In the back corner of his office was a filing cabinet topped with a philodendron and some framed snapshots of Kacy and Eric when they were young. April picked up the pictures and studied them. The Chief did not like her touching pictures of his family.
“What am I trying to do?” he asked.
“You’re trying to get me to admit to something,” she said.
“Admit to what?”
“See? You’re doing it again.”
Were you lovers? Was he in love with you? Would Greg have a reason to drug his wife?The Chief could ask April these questions and she could lie or tell him the truth and he wouldn’t know the difference. He cleared his throat. “Okay, Miss Peck, it’s time for you to go. We are going to issue a sixty-day suspension of your driver’s license.”
April whipped around.
“That’s a reduction of the maximum penalty, which is a ninety-day suspension,” he said. He could have lowered the penalty to thirty days, but he would not do it. And if she gave him lip, he would up it to ninety.
“You’re throwing me out?” she said.
“I’m not a therapist,” the Chief said. “I am the chief of police. Since you don’t have any new or pertinent information about Greg MacAvoy or your involvement with him, we have no further business. Should you ever decide there is something else I need to know, you are free to come in anytime and talk to me. Understood?”
April chewed her bottom lip. “Do you know what Greg said about you? Do you know what he told me?”
“Honestly, Miss Peck, I don’t care.”
She took a deep, resigned breath. “He said you were the greatest guy in all the world.”
ANDREA
She didn’t know what stage she was in anymore. She was in stage limbo. She missed Tess, she missed Greg, she missed Jeffrey, she missed Eddie and her kids, but mostly she missed herself.
