Page 10 of Golden Girl
“You join the choir,” Martha says.
“The choir?”
“Of angels.”
“But I can’t sing,” Vivi says.
Martha releases a belly laugh. “Don’t worry,” she says. “You’ll learn. Now, come along. It’s time to go.”
“Go where?”
“To the greenroom. Please close your eyes.”
Vivi regards Martha with suspicion. “I’d rather not.”
“You’re going to have to learn to trust me,” Martha says. “I’m your Person.”
Vivi waits a beat. What choice does she have? She closes her eyes.
When she opens them, she’s in a room with one wall missing; it feels like the kind of shoebox diorama that kids make in school. Vivi blinks as she looks around; there’s a lot to take in.
The crown molding and all the trim in the room is painted green, and the wallpaper is printed with eye-popping green and white vertical stripes. There are layered rugs on the floor—a neutral sisal underneath and a gorgeous silk Persian on top. A Moroccan lantern shaped like a genie’s bottle hangs from the ceiling; it’s polished brass and punctured with tiny holes that cast an intricate lacy pattern of light on the ceiling. This might be—no, it definitely is the coolest, most eclectic room Vivi has ever been in. There’s a long green velvet chaise, two peach silk soufflé chairs, a coffee table that looks like a giant white enamel bean, leather pouf ottomans, two dwarf orange trees in copper pots, and a huge black-and-white photograph on the wall that Vivi identifies as a David Yarrow Western scene.
“This is the boho-chic room of my dreams,” Vivi says.
“Yes, I know,” Martha says. “We scoured your Instagram.”
Vivi laughs. She can’t believe it! This reallyisheaven! She would have loved a room like this in Money Pit (a velvet chaise! orange trees!), but it just didn’t make sense in a Nantucket house, and Vivi had never saved enough to buy a pied-à-terre in New York or Paris.
There’s a wall of books because every perfect room has a wall of books, at least in Vivi’s opinion. Vivi strides over to check the titles.Cloudstreet,by Tim Winton;Song of Solomon,by Toni Morrison;White Fur,by Jardine Libaire; and—oh, baby—Adultery and Other Choices,by Andre Dubus, who might be the writer Vivi loves most.
“My favorites,” Vivi says.
“Naturally.”
Adjacent to the bookshelves is a green door. “Is this Benjamin Moore’s Parsley Snips?” she asks. She’s referring to the paint color.
“It is.”
Gah! Vivi is in love with this room. “Where does the door lead to?”
“For me to know and you to find out,” Martha says. “Don’t be a snoop or I’ll end your viewing window early.” Martha opens the door and slips through before Vivi can peek at what’s behind.
Viewing window,Vivi thinks. She moves to the edge of the room, and itislike standing at a large open window. Vivi can gaze into her old life from here. She can domorethan gaze—she swoops right down into the action.
At Money Pit, Vivi finds her three children in the sitting room clinging to one another on the turquoise tweed sofa that they call “the Girv,” short for its product name, Girvin. Willa is in the middle, with Carson and Leo gripping hands across her midsection. Although Vivi might have imagined this moment in spite more than once (“You’ll be sorry once I’m gone”), actually witnessing the raw urgency of her children’s pain is more than she can bear.
I’m right here, you guys!But of course, nobody can hear her.
“We had a fight,” Carson says, her voice staccato, hiccup-y. “I sent her an apology text, but I’m not sure she got to read it.”
Yes!Vivi thinks.Yes, sweetie, I did get it. Please don’t worry about the fight. I had already forgiven you. I was going to make you avocado toast when I got home.
“Where’s her phone?” Leo asks.
“The police have it,” Willa says. “They have her clothes, which they’re sending to forensics, and I guess they might need her phone too, but I can ask Chief Kapenash.”
“Would you call and ask if we can have it back?” Carson asks. “I need to know if she saw my text.”
