Page 111 of Sacrifice
“Let’s fix that then.”
“Crew . . .”
I know by the look on her face I’ve pushed her and I feel like shit, in a way. But in a way, I don’t. I’m not kidding. In my head, this was the way things were always supposed to have been. It’s as natural as anything to me.
“You girls are mine, Jules. That will never change. As far as I’m concerned, she’s my daughter. And youaremine, like it or not.”
A hint of a smile appears on her face. She wraps her arms around my neck. “I am yours. And I love that you love her.”
“Of course I do.”
“I just want to give her time to get used to us being together before she wakes up and sees me in your bed.”
“Or sees me touch you or me kiss you . . .”
“This is hard for me, too, Crew. You don’t think I want you? You don’t think I want your hands on me, that somehow they don’t piece me back together? You think I like sneaking affection from you when she’s not looking? Because I don’t. I don’t like this at all. But I’m trying to be a good mother and not disrupt her chaotic life more than it already has been.”
I stick out my bottom lip. She leans in and bites it gently.
My hands wrap around her, slipping beneath her ass. “Let’s go,” I whisper. I grab her hand and stand up, leading her to my bedroom. I guide her in first and shut and lock the door behind me.
Closing the distance between us with a couple of wide steps I’m behind her before she knows it. I sweep the hair from her neck and she gasps a shaky breath.
I know exactly how she feels. Every time she touches me, every time I brush her skin with mine, it feels the same way. Like the very first time. It’s always that way with her.
Leaning close, almost touching her neck, I take a deep breath, breathing in her familiar scent. It’s intoxicating and makes me so fucking hard that I almost can’t stand the wait. I want to lick her, taste her, touch her, own every single fucking piece of her so badly that it makes my head spin.
She bends her neck, giving me more access. I lay a trail of kisses from beneath her ear gently down to the collar of her shirt. As I work my way back up, I raise her shirt and tug it over her head. My hands go to her braless breasts immediately, and then I pull her back against me, working her nipples with my fingertips, my tongue licking the silky skin right beneath her jawline.
She lets out a clip of air, her body melting into mine. I work my hips against her, letting her feel how hard she makes me with no effort.
I plant one single kiss on her cheek and turn her to face me.
Julia grabs the bottom of my shirt and draws it over my chest, tossing it to the side. She runs her hands over my body, caressing every ridge as she works her way down to the waistband of my pants.
I can’t stand not having contact with her, so I pull her into me, our bare chests against each other, and gaze into those deep brown eyes. “I love you,” I say with reverence.
She starts to reply, but I capture the words with my mouth. Our lips work together, creating sparks that light up my body. Her hands run down my back, mine entwine in her hair as I walk her backwards to the bed.
Sitting on the edge, I grab her behind her thighs and pull her towards me. I breathe her in again, not able to get enough of her. Her skin has beads of sweat dotting it and I run my tongue across her stomach, tasting the saltiness. I push her pants over her hips and she steps out of them while cradling my face to her abdomen. Her body rises and falls with her hasty breaths and it turns me on even more.
My pants hit the floor and Jules moves them off to the side. She’s on her knees in an instant, my cock in the palm of her hand. I go to stop her, my first instinct to make this all about her, but she pushes my hand away. She looks up at me through her long, thick lashes as her lips touch the head of my cock.
She strokes it up and down, her mouth licking the top like a piece of candy. Her tongue flicks out and swipes the bit of pre-cum from the tip.
I’m going to fucking explode.
She takes me into her mouth, pumping my length as she licks and sucks the top. I hiss out a breath and lean back, watching her make me feel amazing.
She draws her tongue up the shaft, rising up so her breasts brush my thighs, and I can’t handle it. I’m going to burst in her mouth and that’s not what I want.
I pull my dick back and before she can speak, my mouth is on hers. I can taste myself as her tongue licks into mine. I grab her hips and pick her up, sitting her on my lap facing me. She places one leg on either side of my hips, my cock sticking straight up against her belly. She palms it in one hand, pushing it against her body as her mouth works feverishly against mine. I can feel her wetness slide against me as she tries to work her clit against me.
I run both hands under her ass and lift her. She assists in positioning herself over my cock, but I grab her waist and hold her in place. I want to savor this and I can tell that if she has her way, I’ll be losing myself sooner than later.
Holding her by the hips, I slide her slowly down onto me. Almost possessively, I control her descent until I’m completely buried inside her. She begins to moan, but I capture it with kisses. I work her hips in a circle, feeling her body clench as it moves around on my length. She tosses her head back and I lick her nipples, feeling them harden against my tongue. Working my hands beneath her again, I work her up and down slowly, feeling her pussy work my cock.Fuck, I’m close.I lick her neck, nibbling at the spot just behind her ear that’s always made her crazy. The sounds that escape are the sexiest I’ve ever heard.
She wraps her arms around my neck and takes control, pumping up and down harder, faster, gyrating in small circles at the bottom to hit her clit. She groans in what must be a mixture of pleasure and pain as the head of my cock massages the back of her body.
