Was he hard justfrom this, long, thick cock hanging between his legs—or maybe hewasgrinding into thebed, not being able to stop himself, the same way Nathan couldn’tstop himself from imagining what his brother was doing?
Nathan becamelost in it, startled when the girl obviously came, her pleasurefilling the room, electric, tipping over the edge with a thin, buzzingwhine.
“Fuck, come uphere and fuck me,” she said breathlessly a handful of secondslater.
A desperatekiss, wet with the taste of the girl, no doubt. Simon had come prepared as theunmistakable wrinkling of a condom wrapper sounded. A moment oftense, panting silence, and then the girl’s gasp as Simon slidin.
Nathan was sohard hehad to bite hislip to keep from making a sound. Not that he would have been heard,judging by the rough, slapping sound of sex coming from the otherside of the room, the smell of it filling the air.
God,what would that feel like? Tobe held down by Simon andfucked.To feel himself open up, inch by inch for his cock? Nathan wouldfeel so full, stuffed and complete and still wantingmore.
Simon would beruthless and loving and consuming.Would eat Nathan up bit by bit until there wasnothing left of Nathan that wasn’t Simon’s.
Nathan wanteddesperately to touch himself, to stroke his cock until he came witha cry.Wanted Simon torealise he was awake and kick the girl out. To crawl into Nathan’sbed and kiss him and touch him and tell him that everything Nathanwanted was okay. Wanted Simon to slide his fingers through Nathan’scome and stuff them inside him, pressing into his hole until he wasready to be fucked harder and better than the girl on the otherbed.
Instead, Nathangot to listen to his brother come inside someone else. Got to hearhimwhisper, laughingnothings into her ear, helping her get dressed after they cooleddown, kissing her by the door as she left.
Nathanlay in his bed, sick and smalland worthless.
CHAPTERTWO
Nathan wasstartledawake by Kateand Theo fighting downstairs, a shriek cutting through beforesilence fell again.
He took a momentto orient himself, alone in his bed, the familiar sounds of his home greetinghim.
Hestretched,kicking thethin covers away to let some cool air in. Summer was bright andalive outside.
“Hey, honey. Yousleep okay?” His mom greeted as Nathan made his way to thekitchen.
“Yeah. Theo andKate kill each other yet?”
His mom rolledher eyes.“Don’t get mestarted. Simon already told them off for waking you.”
Nathansmiled.“Motherhen.”
“Be patient withhim, okay?” his mom said unexpectedly. Nathan looked at her, makinga questioning noise. “Don’t be surprised if he’s even more of amother hen than usual. You know this first year of college hasn’tbeen easy for him.”
Nathan blinked,opening his mouth to ask whatthat meant, when the man in question loped into thekitchen, frowning when he saw Nathan.
“Itoldthem to be quiet,” hecomplained.
“It’s fine.Don’t wanna fuck up my sleeping schedule too much anyway,” Nathanassured even as his mind got stuck on what his mom had said. Simonhad seemed perfectly happy every time they’d talked on the phone.Had something happened? Something Simon had kept fromhim?
Simon grumbledunder his breath, dropping into the chair beside Nathan.“What’chu wanna dotoday?”
“Uh, dunno. Hangout?”
His mominterruptedthem. “Ineed you boys to go to the grocery store before dinner. List’s onthe fridge.”
Nathan was goingto complain—he’djustarrived—but Simon shrugged,accepting for both of them. Nathan elbowed him, but Simon just shothim a grin. “Come on, baby bro. Don’t be such a bum.”
“Urgh,whatever.”
Simon seemed to be in a great mood, joking the wholecar ride and letting Nathan push the cart and do little else.
“I’m seriously never skipping a family meal again.Like, food that I don’t have to pay for? Or make? That isn’tshit? Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ, also known as Mom andDad.”
Nathan laughed. “Wow. The campus cafeteria wasthatbad?”