It was the last heat wave, I could tell, and while a part of me was sad about it, I also looked forward to having sex outside of heat. I could suck him to an orgasm—I so wanted to taste his cum—and we could do other things, even the kinky stuff I’d always wanted to try.
“Are you sleepy, baby?”
“No. Hungry, though.”
“I’m afraid we have to wait until the knot goes down. I can’t make you dinner like this.”
“Are you sure? You could bend me over the kitchen counter.”
He chuckled, and the vibration made me moan.
“See? I can’t even move without setting you off again.”
“Why don’t you move?”
“You were coming for like five minutes straight, Oliver.”
“But I don’t think I’ll ever have enough of you. Thirty more seconds?”
He thrust into me, and I cried out. Shit, I was oversensitive everywhere. It wasn’t bad, just really raw.
“Fuck. Do it again.”
“As if I could say no to you,” he said darkly.
I wasn’t sure if it became an orgasm. There was pleasure, yes, loads of it, but I also felt overfull and stretched thin, and somehow helpless. Teddy moved inside me as much as the knot allowed, and I embraced the helplessness one last time.
My alpha was inside me, and he’d take care of me.
Kissing my neck and shoulders, Teddy slowly rocked me on the knot until it began receding. Toward the end, I drifted into this strange sexual haze where I wasn’t entirely sure if I was fully awake. But it didn’t matter. I could pass out, sleep it off, and Teddy would be there when I woke up. The knowledge calmed me.
He stilled and stroked my stomach, then traced the waistband of those assless panties I’d forgotten I had on. They were soaked with slick and cum. Finally, four years later, those damned panties got some action.
“I want you to keep these,” Teddy whispered. “And wear them for me every anniversary.”
“What if my ass gets too big for them?” I mumbled.
“I’ll buy you new ones. In all the sizes you ever need. Same color.”
“Partial to turquoise, huh?”
“Looks gorgeous against your skin.”
Smiling, I closed my eyes.
Without wanting to, I ended up taking a little nap. When I woke up, Teddy was wiping me off with a warm, wet towel. He carefully took the panties off, sniffed at them, and purred like a damned cat. He hid them in his hand and handed me a large glass of water.
“You should sleep. I’ll just rinse your pretty panties and then join you. Drink this, and bedtime, okay?”
“Nah. My bed is too small for you. Let’s go back to yours.”
“It’s past midnight, and you’re barely awake, Oliver.”
I grinned. “Good thing I don’t have to walk then, huh?”
Teddy carried me on his back through the forest. The cold night air woke me up, and by the time we got back, I was buzzing with fresh energy. Seeing Teddy’s bear and feeling him move under me was amazing. I combed my fingers through his soft fur, and a tiny pang of envy darkened my mood.
Would I ever be able to join him on a run through the woods? To bathe in the creek in the summer, roll in the snow in winter, and climb the peaks where humans couldn’t reach…