My steely resolve cracked, shattering something that hadn’t been shattered in a fucking lifetime, and I reached for my belt, yanking it with frenzied movements, tearing it free before I unbuttoned my pants and jerked my zipper down.
My cock sprang free as she widened her legs, leaving me to drive hard inside her. I closed my eyes, listening to her breath catch from the brutal impact. There was nothing kind about me. Nothing redeeming. Nothing worth saving.
I fucked her, driving my cock inside with unmerciful blows. I couldn’t get enough, not enough of her heat. Not enough of her moans. She reached for me, lifting her legs to wrap around my waist. I leaned forward, bracing on my hands, and stared into her eyes.
A mistake…
She was a mistake.
“Xael,” I moaned.
“Shut the fuck up, Mateo, and fuck me,” she moaned right back.
I lowered my head, dragged my elbows down, and curled my hips, caging her in. Doing exactly what the woman wanted. I fucked her until her head dropped backwards and she let her panties go. I fucked her until I pulled free, watched her pussy clamp down from the absence of me, and tore her panties down before I flipped her over.
Her bare ass was exposed for me…her lips pink and blushed. I bent down and ran my tongue around that hard ring of muscle before I dipped lower. She dropped her chest to the mattress, letting me take what I wanted to take. I sank my thumb into her ass and drove my tongue into her core, feeling her clench around me.
She cried out as I fucked her, driving my thumb deeper, and circled her clit, lifting my head to watch her pussy weep and grow slick. I wanted every inch of this woman. Wanted to brand myself deep into her soul. I wanted to snatch away every fucking tremble and every quake…and brand them as mine.
Mine to fuck.
Mine to control.
Mine to play with.
“Mateo,” she cried out, arching her spine and bucking against my fingers, then when she was done and her body was limp, I took my time, sliding my hands free and took what I wanted, nice and slow. I fucked her lying like that, with the scent of her cum heavy in the air, and when I spilled inside her, I roared.
We collapsed onto the bed, me on top of her.
I wanted to go again.
Wanted to not waste even a second getting out of these clothes. Wanted to not let her even catch her breath. But I had to. I rolled, leaving her to lie unmoving on the bed and even as I staggered, my breaths coming hard and fast, I pushed to stand.
I stumbled to the other side of the room, then turned, mesmerized as she stretched her legs out, her pussy shining with cum.Mine.I looked away, but my head turned back to her. Fuck, I couldn’t even control my own actions any longer.
She moaned, slowly kicked and reached out, dragging the sheet over her. That wouldn’t do…not in the slightest. I rounded the bed, feeling far too removed from the man I was an hour ago, and eased the sheet from her body. I released the catch on her bra and slid the straps down low.
“Don’t…don’t make me leave. Not yet...” she murmured.
Leave…
The word hit me like a punch to my chest. “Sleep, Xael.”
I pulled the comforter down and lifted her, sliding her underneath the sheet and pulled her bra free. She was asleep in an instant, her breath deepening and strangely comforting. I pulled my shirt free and kicked off my pants, leaving them in a pile on the floor, and that’s when I saw it.
Her suitcase.
I jerked my gaze to her. The woman had come straight from the airport, she didn’t even check into a damn hotel. A smile tugged at the corner of my mouth. Cocky, wasn’t she? I glanced back at her, feeling that hunger move through me once more.
I stepped toward the bed, pulled down the covers, and slid under the sheets. I’d hauled ass to get here after receiving the alert someone had broken into my damn apartment. I thought for a while my past had returned. That finally the Commission had decided to turn their backs on me and that death had come.
But it wasn’t death, was it?
I reached out and tugged the sheets lower, revealing her face in the gloom.
No, it was far from death.
I shifted closer, feeling the edge of her warmth. With a moan, she reached out and slid her hand against my chest.