“Of commitment?”
He shook his head. “No, not of us. It was something else. Something she wasn’t telling me.”
“Maybe she took off.”
“Yeah. I hope so.” He went to the front window and stared out at the parking lot of the office park. “That would be the best thing, right? That she was done with me, and left.”
“What’s the worst?”
He turned around. “That whatever she was scared of found her.”
I sighed and flipped the notebook closed. “Look—”
“No, please.” He came back to the chair, cutting off my rejection, and grabbed his backpack off the floor. “I just need her to be okay. It’s fine if she doesn’t want to come back. I’m not trying to stalk her or force her to do anything. I just need to know—”
He couldn’t finish his sentence.
“We’d like to help you out. Really. But this could require a significant amount of resources, especially if she left and didn’t want to be found. Our retainer alone is five thousand, and weekly billings on top of that.”
He opened the backpack and pulled out two bricks of cash, setting them on top of my notebook. “Here’s ten grand.”
I stared at the money. Questions flew through my head, momentarily overshadowed by the realization that I’d pegged him wrong when he walked through the door. Charlie might be a lot of things, but broke wasn’t one of them.
“I can pay weekly, too. The money doesn’t matter. I need your help.”
I ran a hand over my head. Red flags flashed like fireworks, impossible to ignore. In the eighteen months Jonah and I had operated Celina Investigations, we’d established a few ground rules.
Rule #1: Every dream required investigation, whether we got paid or not.
Jonah Kendrick wasn’t just my best friend and business partner. He was a psychic who dreamed about lost people. I’d helped him discover his abilities when we were assigned to be dorm mates our freshman year of college. I was an insomniac. He was a sleep-talking loner with supernatural powers. We were a perfect match. And part of our purpose, regardless of starting this business together or being able to pay our rent, was to find those lost people.
Rule #2: No hard liquor at the office.
We established that one after a client brought us a thank-you bottle of peanut butter whiskey that we scoffed at and promptly drank within six hours, wrecking the office bathroom for days afterward.
Rule #3: We discussed every case before taking on a client.
Jonah had enacted this one, because I’d developed a habit of saying yes to anything and everything that came our way. And I got it. We were a two-person business. Our resources were limited and there were only so many hours in the day, especially when we spent a good number of them chasing Jonah’s dreams. But the company hadn’t exactly been an overnight success. We struggled to find clients, and the constant hustle and worry about making ends meet had made me a little hungry.
Charlie Ashlock’s missing girlfriend seemed like a good case on the surface. We specialized in finding people and he needed someone found. But everything about it smelled wrong. His devoted-boyfriend story about a happy couple didn’t lead to one party vanishing out of the blue. He refused to go to the police, conveniently blaming his reluctance on the missing woman. Then there was the money. It wasn’t the first time a brick of cash had landed on my desk, and the last time it had I made a decision that still haunted me during the gray hours of sleepless nights.
“Look, my partner is out on an assignment right now. We can’t take your case before we evaluate the scope and feasibility.” Big words that basically meant I needed to ask Jonah’s permission.
“How long is that going to take?” Charlie looked physically sick. “I can’t wait any longer. I’ve been going out of my head this week, not knowing where she is or if she’s all right. She’s gone. Like she was never here. And I can’t just keep living my life, you know? I filled out the online application. You’ve got everything you need to get started.”
“Charlie—”
He pulled out another two bricks of cash, lining them up next to the first stack. “Twenty thousand.”
I looked from the money—which could pay our rent and salaries for well over a month—to the red-eyed man who looked one step away from a complete mental break.
“Please,” he said, and the amount of raw emotion packed in that single word overrode everything my gut was telling me about this case. “Your website said you specialize in missing people. I don’t know where else to go.”
The website was right. I’d written it myself, after spending half my life taking orders from superiors who told me what I was and wasn’t allowed to investigate.
I offered my hand, which he shook fervently.
“Oh my god, thank you. Bill me for whatever you need, whatever it takes. Overtime, expenses, anything.” He put the money back in the backpack and handed me the whole thing. It smelled earthy, like he’d dug it out of his backyard.