Page 172 of Paradox
He screams, but it's not all pain. There's so much pleasure in it, too.
So I do it again, and again.
It's a lot, and I know it, but morals be damned because Jintae's tiny body has taken every single inch of me.
Like an animal, I climb further over him until my arms are bracing above his shoulders and he's completely hidden beneath me.
"Knees up," I bark, and he links his elbows beneath them—his thighs snug against his ribs—and he grabs onto my hips for support.
"I'll never hold back again," I warn before quickly drawing out, only to slam back inside him with full force.
No longer in control, my hips buck wildly as I drive into him on repeat.
Over, and over, and over again.
My ruts jar his body, but his shoulders only slam into my forearms, giving him no respite from my onslaught.
I feel like I'm splitting him in two, but the filthy amalgamation of lewd noises dripping from his mouth tells me otherwise.
My heart is like a jackhammer in my chest, and a bass drum in my ears.
This is the best anything has ever felt.
In my dick. My head. And my heart.
I move back down to kiss him. To tell him again how sorry I am, and how much I love him.
Our lips are a jumbled mess as his body jolts more freely.
I can see that he loves me too, just as much as I can see he needs more from me.
I wrap one arm beneath him and rest back on my haunches, my knees spread, and my dick still deep inside him.
With his shoulders still on the mattress, I sink the fingers of both hands into his waist.
Jin grabs hold of my wrists, and lets me drag him back and forth along my length.
"Fuuuuuck," I curse, my head falling forward. "You're amazing."
He babbles something positive that I don't quite catch, but it's adorable how hard he's trying.
"You're so beautiful, Jin. You should see yourself."
The whine he lets out is downright sinful.
"You like that, ha?"
"Y—ye—yes… Like it… Like it so much when you use me to make yourself f—feel good."
"I'm so addicted to you, Little One."
"I'm addicted… to you."
"Shhh," I tell him, and with my permission, I see him lose focus.
This is what I live for, now.
This is the power I want.
