Page 169 of Paradox
I kneel back up and repeat myself. "What did you bring?"
He sits up too. "I didn't bring anything. I…"
He looks around, confused, until I tell him, "Look in the bag."
Tentatively he looks towards the toiletries bag sitting on the edge of the mattress, then back at me. I nod for him togo on, and watch as he drags it towards him—his face filing through ten different expressions before he finally, sheepishly, raises his head.
"There's two."
"I told you there'd be two."
Jin throws himself at my chest like he's scared.
"So can I play with you?"
His forehead rubs against my chest.
I raise his chin so he'll look at me.
"Say it, Little One."
"I want you to play with me. I want you to use those on me so I'm nice and ready for you."
I growl down at him, "You're so fucking perfect," and kiss him before pushing him back to the mattress.
He makes that little squeaking noise that drives me insane every goddamn time he does it, then bites his bottom lip.
I force him onto his stomach, and without needing to say a word he raises his ass in the air, putting himself in the exact position I'd imagined him in last Christmas.
"Such a good boy," I tell him, and grope one of his ass cheeks while I kiss the other.
Taking the metallic purple vibrator, I squeeze some lube onto it.
The second it makes contact with Jin's rim, it puckers and his back arches—forcing his ass higher.
I circle his rim, spreading around the lube.
His body is shaking.
It's cute how desperate he is.
"You ready?"
When Jin nods, I push the tip into his hole and watch it sink a few inches before stopping, withdrawing, and repeating; sinking a little further each time.
"Do you want me to turn it on?"
"God yes," he whines. And when I do, he cries out, "Jesus fucking Christ," and claws at the blanket. "Why does it… why does it feel so good?"
"Do you wish you had one of these in your room that night?"
"Yes." His answer is muffled, but I still hear it.
"Show me what you would have done. Show me what I would have seen if I'd walked in."
With no hesitation, Jin reaches back and grabs the end of the half submerged vibrator. After a few tentative pumps, he pushes it as deep as it will go.
"Holy shit," I mumble to myself and snatch at the lube.
