Page 69 of Paradox
“Nope.”
My eyebrows push together, and I squeeze the couch cushion beside his head as I stroke harder. “So who fucked who?”
“No one.”
I double over—my forehead pushed against his. “Are you saying what I think you’re saying?”
“If it’s that I want you to be the first person to ever have me, then yes.”
“Jesus fucking Christ,” I groan, and slap my dick so I don’t come right this very second. Because everything he’s saying, the way he’s moving, the look in his eye—every goddamn thing he’s done since first touching me has been out of pure instinct.
I shouldn’t like this as much as I do.
I should be disgusted at myself for how much I want to taint someone so young.
So forbidden.
My best friend's little brother.
The kid who was always a thorn in my side but is now the owner of every bit of my demented attention.
I want to see him squirm.
I want to hear him scream.
I want him to beg me for everything I can give him, then demand even more.
“When did they start making virgins so perverse?”
“I guess I was just born this way.”
My weight falls to my elbow and my fingers slide into his curls.
I wrench his head to the side and kiss him while furiously pumping my cock.
Every time I break for air, Jin’s moans fill the cabin.
“By the time spring comes, you’re gonna be totally fucked. You know that, right?”
“What—ah…What d’you mean?” He stumbles over his words as his muscles tense and his strokes begin to focus solely on the head of his cock.
“It means that by the time you’re free to leave, you’ll already be so addicted to me that you won’t know anything but how good I make you feel.”
“Promise?”
“As long as you promise to always be this desperate for me.”
“Yes,” he gasps around the choked word. “I will be… I want everything.”
“Be careful what you wish for.”
“No.” His rebuttal is like a slap, and I feel it all the way down to my balls. “I want you to break me, Eden van der Hart.”
Jin wraps his arm around my neck, pulling our bodies as close together as they can get in this position.
The head of my cock rubs against the head of his, and I almost collapse on top of him.
I’ve never been this turned on.
