Page 193 of Paradox
I push harder against his throat, wringing his neck with all the strength I have.
He thrusts harder and my body lurches forward; my forehead falling to his shoulder.
With one hand in my hair, he jerks me back up to look at him.
Now I get what I want.
My hands around his neck mean nothing because he can manipulate me so easily.
It's what I crave.
It's what I live for. This, and his love.
The man who can praise me with the sweetest words, but also fuck me senseless—clearing my brain of every doubt and worry. Proving to me time and time again that he's the only one I'll ever need.
"Who's dick is this?" he asks, driving up into me again.
I raise my finger and push it against my crooked smile, hushing him.
Taunting him.
"You'll answer me or I'll never let you leave."
"It's not a threat if it's what I want." I grin back at him. "That's what you really promised. That I'd be addicted to you, and only you. That I'd forget about everything except how you make me feel."
"Fuck you, I love you so much," he groans, then kisses me—his other arm wrapping around my waist to hold me in place.
"I love you, too," I tell him; my chin against my chest and my forehead pressed against his. "All of you, everything you do. But I'm ready for more. I need to feel all of you."
"You're so perfect," he tells me, and I reply with;
"Just fucking do it."
And that's when beast Eden takes over.
His grip in my hair tightens and I'm thrown down on the sofa cushion beside him and off of his dick.
I gasp, my need for him growing deeper by the second.
Controlled power.
The right pain.
He stands behind me, dragging me by the head until I'm kneeling on the sofa and my cheek is mashed against the cold glass of the back window.
He slaps his cock against my right butt cheek.
He lines himself up, and enters me again—stopping just inside so he can take my arms and pin them at my sides with his giant hands as he grips my waist around them. Then, in one fluid motion, he slams all the way into me.
I'm full to the brim.
It feels so good.
Completely helpless, I let him use me just like I did on the stairs.
Each impact sends shockwaves through my body.
His balls slap wildly against me.
