Page 43 of Barefoot Chaos
Kai was grinning ear to ear when he came home, his VW keys swinging around his finger. In his other hand, he had a bag with Chinese take-out. We ate and talked all about his van. It was a vintage VW that hadn't had any work done on it for many decades. Kai was adamant about fixing it up to its former glory and taking us for drives up the coast of California. He said originally he didn't care about fixing it up, but said he realized he needed a spruced up carriage for his princess. I eye-rolled hard at that line, but I did appreciate the fact that he was fixing it up. I didn't want to take drives with the engine breaking down and the springs in the seat poking me in the ass.
After we finished eating, Kai grabbed the keys again and pulled me out the door. We were going to do our meditation down at the beach, a habit I wanted to pick up from now on too.
We pulled up into a parking lot far south of the pier on the Huntington Beach State beach, parking the van so it faced the ocean with the side door open. I was impressed with the work that Kai had done on the vehicle so far. It looked clean and safe, so that was a relief. I'm sure all the decorative touches would come later. We sat down in the van, our legs dangling out the door.
"I just had the carpet replaced back here. I've had a certain fantasy about this van and a beautiful woman." Kai was looking at the sunset, but his hand was on my thigh, stroking up and down. I didn't know what his fantasy was, but if he kept touching me like that, I was thinking I'd like to find out.
"Mmm...what fantasy is that?"
He swung his gaze to me and I saw his eyes were looking a shade more green than hazel, a tell-tale sign he was turned on already. His hand slid up higher, almost underneath the hem of my shorts. "I want to make love to you in this van, with the roar of the waves right outside, the only light coming from the moon over the water." He cupped his hand over my jaw, threading his fingers into the hair at the nape of my neck. "Ready to be my fantasy come to life, Ono?"
My stomach dropped while my heart lodged in my throat. I wanted to give him his fantasy, but I also was nervous about being in public. An act so intimate seemed out of place here in a public parking lot. My indecision must have showed on my face.
"Hold that thought. Let's enjoy the sunset, do our meditation, and then decide. I think when you see how quiet it is out here, you'll see why I chose this spot." He brought me in for a kiss, his tongue doing a fine job of convincing me. He pulled back and settled further into the van, resting his back on the inside wall. He pulled me between his legs and brought my back to rest on his chest.
"Close your eyes and relax," he whispered in my ear. His hands moved my hair to one shoulder then traced down my arms, leaving goose bumps in their wake. Lips found my shoulder, kissing their way up my neck before nibbling on my ear. His hands massaged up my thighs, then my arms, never going under my clothing. With my eyes closed I was able to focus on his touch, enjoying the way he used his hands and forearms to rub down my skin. The long, sweeping strokes seemed to keep time with the waves crashing on the shore, audible from our man-made cave.
When his hands finished with my limbs, they curved up to cup my breasts, lifting them and pinching my nipples through my shirt and bra. My eyes flew open, thinking someone would see us. I was surprised to see that the sun was down, pitching the parking lot in complete darkness. No other cars were around us and not one person was walking on the paved path along the beach. The closest street light was half a mile down the lot.
"The beauty of the off-season, baby. I get fewer shifts, but there's no one on our beach at night." Kai was still playing with my breasts, but I knew he was holding off on going further until I made up my mind. I felt like I was sitting at the top of a roller-coaster in that moment before the ride pitches down into a stomach lurching drop. My heart was pounding and I wanted to do it. I don't know why I hesitated, other than a lifetime of conditioning that what we were about to do was irresponsible and possibly illegal if caught.
But the spirit of the Care Dares and Kai's 'you only live once' mentality was starting to rub off on me. How often in life would I get a hot lifeguard wanting to make me see the stars inside a vintage VW while we listened to the ocean crash in front of us? I wanted to live in the moment for once and forget about the future.
Before I could change my mind, I drew my hands to the waistband of my shorts and slid them down my legs, shimmying to get them completely off. The ocean breeze tickled along my skin, reminding me of my nakedness. I clenched my legs together, making sure I wasn't flashing anyone who might just happen to be out on the beach in the darkness. Kai's hands tightened on my breasts, knowing my answer was yes.
Then his hands left my breasts to strip my shirt up and off. The clasp of my bra was released and Kai slowly slid each strap off my shoulders and down my arms, whipping it off entirely.
I sat frozen, knowing I was completely naked in full sight of anyone who could see in through the side door of the van. Kai's arms came around and covered my breasts.
"I won't let anyone see you, I promise. I'll make this good for you," he whispered, a hitch in his voice.
I closed my eyes, hoping that would block out our public environment and let me relax. I could tell how much he wanted this and I wanted to give it to him. I decided to trust him and trust myself to enjoy this experience. Time to try new things.
All that courage fled when he used his feet to spread my legs apart and hold me spread eagle in front of the door. All I felt now was a rush of sensations as one hand left my breast to travel over my stomach and down between my legs. He continued to tweak my nipple while his other hand moved up and down my slit, spreading the wetness I didn't even know was there. I may have been apprehensive about this public display, but my body was all in.
Kai continued to trail his lips along my neck and shoulder, whispering encouragement to me in the form of dirty talk. I freaking loved it.
"You're so wet for me, Ono. I can't imagine how beautiful you'd look right now if someone were to walk by and see you spread for me."
I groaned out loud, turned on by his both his words and his hands playing my body like a human ukulele. The groan was followed by a gasp as one finger entered me, thumb brushing across my clit. His other hand left my breast and joined the party in the Netherlands. He spread me open, while his other hand continued to pump in and out.
"Touch your breasts for me, Hessa."
I didn't argue or waste time being embarrassed. I reached up and cupped my warm breasts, making sure to copy the pinching and squeezing he'd started. Between the two of us, I was close to the edge, ready to fall and not sure I could contain my moans. Hoping to keep the noises to a minimum to avoid attracting attention, I bit my lip.
"It's okay, no one is out there. Let go, baby," he whispered, the words nearly strangled in his throat.
He thrusted with two fingers, thumb keeping time on my clit for just a few more seconds before I exploded. I writhed on the floor of the van, hands abandoning my breasts to hold his magic hands to my center.
"Kai, oh God, yes..." I was groaning and talking, unaware of how loud or quiet I was. Frankly, I didn't care anymore. All that mattered were the waves of pleasure rushing through my body as his fingers kept up their rhythm.
And then Kai was laying me down, reaching over to slam the door shut. He opened the windows running along the top of the van, letting in the ocean breezes. I was too out of it to ponder what he was doing. Before I knew it, he'd ripped his shirt off and was pushing down his shorts in great haste. I wanted him to slow down so I could enjoy the show. His body was magnificent and I wanted to take my time perusing it.
"What's wrong?" I managed to ask. I feared that maybe someone had seen us, but then why would he be getting undressed? My brain was addled by the orgasm and nothing was making much sense.
Finally naked, he lay down between my legs, his forearms on either side of my head. "What's wrong? I just watched my woman enjoy the orgasm I gave her in my VW on the beach, no inhibitions left, spread eagle for anyone to see." He kissed me quick. "Nothing's wrong, other than the fact that I need to be inside you before I blow."
I didn't even get a response formulated before he thrust into me in one powerful push. He groaned into my mouth as his tongue pushed its way in, intent on possessing me in all ways possible.
