Then he twisted it, turning it on low. He started at my breasts, teasing my nipples with it, then drawing it down my stomach, and from hip to hip. He straddled my hips, planting one hand on the mattress by my head, the other hand controlling my vibrator. His lips found my mouth, distracting me from my embarrassment as his tongue tangled with mine. Then he kissed his way down my jaw, onto my shoulder, my collarbone, and then suctioned onto a nipple. My back arched up, offering my breasts to him for more. I reached up to brush my hands through his hair, giving me something to anchoronto.
I let out a low hiss as he moved the vibrator south, finally circling my clit, right where I wanted it. He kept licking, nibbling, and sucking on my nipples, one then the other, as he worked the vibrator up and around, then even further down south where I'd never used it before. I didn't have time to be embarrassed as the sensations coursing through my body took over my thought process. It was building higher and higher, to the point of pain. I was about to come, harder than I'd ever comebefore.
"Ivan!" I gasped as the first ripple hit me. Then I was lost, light bursting behind my eyelids, my breath coming in jerky gasps, my back arching further off the bed, my hands gripping his hair, holding his mouth to my breasts. He kept circling the vibrator around my clit, lessening the pressure as the shudders left mybody.
My hands fell to my sides on the bed. My eyes finally opened again, and I heaved out a breath as my heart rate began to slow. Tingles continued to course down my arms and legs, my muscles incapable of flexing, even if my life depended on themmoving.
Good God. I couldn't take anymore. This was it. I was officiallyspent.
Ivan climbed off me, placed my toy back in its drawer, walked around to the other nightstand, and got out the condom he'd been looking for in the firstplace.
I could rotate my head over to him, seriously relieved that I wasn't fully paralyzed. "Ivan? I'm sorry, but you're on your own for this round. I'm tapping out. Calling uncle. I don't think I can even move. Do whatever you want with me, but I'm just gonna have to lay here, okay?" I knew I sounded pathetic, but I was too far gone tocare.
Ivan stood up to his full height, looked down at me with a proud smile, and shook his head as he chuckled. "Babe." Which I was guessing was short for, no, he didn't like the option I was givinghim.
I was opening my mouth to argue, thinking of telling him it really was okay to just do what he wanted as I didn't have anything left. But then I was struck by the sight of him fully naked, fully erect, standing next to my bed in the candlelight. Time slowed down, and I took a mental picture. And then it hitme.
I was so fuckinglucky.
This gorgeous man adored me and I him. He took care of my every need, in bed and out. He was sweet, he was sexy, he was successful, he was considerate. He could cook, for God’s sake. He was my perfect. Perfect, just forme.
And that's when my second wind bolstered me up and I knew the night was not over. I was about to show this man what he meant to me. Earlier tonight I told him I loved him, now I would showhim.
"Come here," I whispered. I got up on my knees, waiting for him to join me on the bed. He stood by the bed, in front of me, and I wrapped my arms around his neck, bringing his head down to me. I kissed him with all the love I felt, opening my heart and my body to him, trusting him. Ivan ran his hands down my sides, then reached around to pull my hips into his. He was so hard, pressed up against mybelly.
I broke the kiss, pulled back from him to lay back on the bed. Then I dropped my bent knees out to the sides, opening my thighs, exposing myself to him. Completely vulnerable. With all the heat I saw in his eyes and the clench of his jaw as he took in the site of me, I never felt morebeautiful.
Ivan climbed over me and settled between my legs. He reached down and guided himself to my entrance, pushing in only an inch or so. He stopped, looked me right in the eye, and said, "I love you,Esa."
Then he plunged all the way in, earning him a groan I couldn't hold back. It felt so good to have him fill me completely. I wrapped my legs around his waist, my arms around his shoulders, and lifted my hips to meet his thrusts. Ivan had his forearms planted on the bed, surrounding my head. He showered my face and neck with kisses as he kept up his unrelenting pace. Every possible inch of my skin was touching his. If I could have climbed inside his body, I would have, just to get even a fraction of an inchcloser.
And then I peaked, without warning or build-up, I was there. I called out Ivan's name and squeezed my legs tighter. He kissed me, swallowing my cries, his body pressing into mine, subduing my tremors. Then his lips moved to my jaw as he surged into me one last time, chanting myname.
We laid there, catching our breaths, not wanting to break the connection, unable to move anyway. I was dozing off when Ivan stirred, pulling me back from my sleep. He pulled out, rolled away, then rolled back to tuck us under the sheets, pulling me into his body. He wrapped his arms and one leg around me, jellyfish style, and we both fell asleep after a whispered, "I loveyou".
Ivan succeeded; I felt like the most precious girl in theworld.
21
The next day,we slowly woke with the sun, lounging in bed together, enjoying a lazy Sunday morning. No work for Ivan today, so I decided to really enjoy this work-life balance thing and take a day off too. Bailey would be so proud of me. After last night's escapades, I wasn't in a hurry to leave Ivan's side. So, I burrowed in closer to his body, my head resting on his shoulder right where it meets his chest. His hand was around my waist, stroking my hip, causing chills to race up and down my back. Ivan was on his back with his other hand under his head, the sheet barely covering him from the hipsdown.
We were just waking up, refusing to open our eyes and let the day begin. I think we both just wanted to savor our time together and prolong the moment before the outside world interrupted. The I-can't-get-enough-of-Ivan feeling wasn't dissipating, which was a new feeling for me. I normally enjoyed alone time every day and didn't feel the need to spend every waking moment with someone. Until now. We'd spent all evening together, half the night here in this bed wrapped around each other, and I still didn't want to be apart from him even for a second. Attached at the hip, I believed was the phrase. I was starting to see theappeal.
My finger idly traced his ab muscles, fascinated by his tan skin, his light chest hair, and those lean muscles I loved so much. I got distracted by his happy trail and let my fingers get happy. They followed that trail till I hit the jackpot. Ivan's ab muscles contracted in surprise as I wrapped my hand around his morningerection.
"Morning," I whispered. I dipped my hand lower and then pulled gently up his length, playing with him, exploring him. I loved the feel of his soft skin, covering such hardness. It was a contrast I couldn't get enoughof.
"Mmm...good morning, love." Ivan's arm tightened around my waist. He crunched up a bit to kiss me on the top of myhair.
I lifted my head off his chest, propped myself up on an elbow, and then kissed my way across his chest. I said hello to each nipple with a quick kiss before following the route my fingers took earlier. I tossed the sheet down by his knees, giving me a beautiful view of him. When my mouth reached his erection, I licked across the tip, then licked down his shaft, giving my hand some moisture. My hand started pumping up and down the base while my lips closed around the tip adding somesuction.
"Baby, I won’t last long, you keep doing that,” Ivan said, groaning hiswarning.
My mouth was too busy to answer, but I increased my speed and used my tongue to swirl around the tip then went back to bobbing up and down. I think he got the message: I wasn'tstopping.
He swelled in my mouth, his hands gripping my hair, holding it out of my way. I looked up to see his eyes barely open, focused hotly on my mouth as I took in every inch I could. Then his jaw clenched and his eyes closed. He made a loud grunting noise that turned me on even more. His length jerked in my mouth and began to fill me with hot moisture. I drank him down, working to get every last drop. His body jerked and then his hands stilled my movements on him. I let him out of my mouth with a loud pop, loving how much control I had over him in thesemoments.
Ivan growled, grabbed me, and flipped us over on the bed, so I was laying on myback.