"You, laid out on my sofa, legs spread, your nipples wet from my mouth, just looking at me so trusting with those beautiful eyes...that's gotta be the most gorgeous thing I've ever seen. I will never forget what you look like at this exact moment," Ivan uttered in his sexy gravellyvoice.
My pulse soared and I couldn't help the warm flush that spread over my body. I felt exquisite under his gaze. I felt better about myself than I ever had before. I was showing him the real me and he liked all of it. Nothing sexier than him wanting me for exactly who Iwas.
Then he crawled back over me and began to kiss his way down my body. Eyes, nose, jaw, neck, shoulder, between my breasts, my stomach, each hip, my thighs, my knees, and my feet. His hands massaged back up my legs and he grabbed my underwear on each side of my hips and tugged them downward. Once they were finally off, he bent one knee and propped my leg up on thesofa.
Reflexively, I immediately went to cover myself, but he stopped my hands, looking into my eyes. "Trust me, baby. Let me make you feel good," he said. I smiled shyly, remembering my promise and put my hands back over myhead.
I relaxed back down and he took my wrists in his hands, placing my hands on both of my breasts, silently instructing me to fondle myself. Then he dropped his head to kiss his way down my thigh, resting one hand on my stomach. He finally zeroed in-between my legs, licking a long, slow line up my center. I gasped and lifted my hips. I wanted more. I had to have more. He obliged by targeting the one spot I needed his tongue the most, licking and then retreating to play elsewhere. This continued for long minutes before I couldn't stand the teasing anymore and exhaled a loud, "Ivan,please!"
"Ivan, please, what, baby? What do you want?" Ivan replied, much more calmly than I appreciated. He was in control, and he clearly lovedit.
"I need to come. Please," I responded, more breathless than I wanted. I didn't care I was basically begging at thispoint.
Five years, people. I wasdesperate.
"Okay, baby. Your wish is my command," Ivan finally said with a devious smile. "But I need you to play with your nipples. I'll only keep going if you remember to do that. Gotit?"
I nodded vigorously and began to roll my nipples with my fingers, showing him I could follow his directions. He watched for a few moments, then he attacked me, kissing and licking and sucking with abandon. Then one finger found its way inside me, pumping in and out, along with his tongue on me. I think a second finger found its way in as I felt deliciously filled, but really, I was too far gone to tell you exactly what he was doing to me. A few more pumps of his hand and his tongue flattened, finding a rhythm on my clit and I was sent hurtling over the edge. My back bowed off the couch, my fingers left my breasts to grab his hair, and I cried out his name. My eyes were squeezed shut, but I saw stars and bright colors on the backs of myeyelids.
Eventually, as my awareness came back down to the room, I relaxed my fists and opened my eyes. Ivan removed his fingers, gave me one last kiss, which sent me jumping since I was still sensitive, and sat back on his heels. His mouth was wet from me, his hair disheveled from me raking my fingers through it. He wore a proud, heated expression that he'd earned, I admit. He looked damnsexy.
"That. Was. Fucking. Amazing," I said slowly, trying to catch my breath. I was so relaxed from the best orgasm I'd ever had, I didn't even think to close my legs or cover up in any way. Maybe that was the secret to great body confidence: experience such amazing orgasms that you don't remember to be self-conscious. If it was, sign me up formore!
Ivan crawled up on top of me, draped his lower body on me, his upper supported by his arms, before kissing me. "Thank YOU, for trusting me. I don't take that lightly. Besides, I like tasting you. You're fucking delicious.” He flashed a ravishing smile, which turned into a laugh as he saw my cheeks heat because of his boldwords.
I could still feel his hardness against my belly, belatedly realizing that he didn't get to participate in the orgasm party. Before I could even offer, Ivan shook his head saying, "I don't want anything from you. I want to wait till I'm inside you before I come. When you're ready, I'll be ready.Okay?"
I nodded my head that I understood, realizing yet again, what a good guy I had. And to think I tried to tell him I didn't want to date anyone! Thank God, I let that fear go and gave him a shot. Now if I could just get rid of my stalker, life would beperfect.
12
The next morning,Ivan took me back to my place so I could shower, get ready, and then go into work with Bailey dropping me off. Ivan was going straight to work after promising me dinner together later that night. He waited until I was safely inside my front door before I heard his truck zoomoff.
In the kitchen, I started the coffeepot and waited for the heavenly aroma to drift up to Bailey. I wanted to talk to her about everything with Ivan and I knew the way to get her down here was through her caffeine addiction. I upped the ante by pulling out eggs and cooking up cheeseomelets.
I was just about to slide them onto plates when I heard her enter thekitchen.
"Yo, bitch! What's with all the early morning racket?" she grumbled as she belted her robe. The girl was still half asleep and yet she looked model gorgeous. I was always telling her she should think a little less about dressing other people for a living and get into modeling herself. She always laughed me off and said modeling would be tooboring.
I tossed a dirty look at her over my shoulder, knowing she was teasing me, and deciding to tease her right back. "Well, I made myself an omelet and some coffee. Too bad there wasn't enough for you too. Maybe next time,bitch."
There was silence and then she and I both broke into laughter at the sametime.
"Get your ass over here. Take your omelet and coffee to the table. I wanna have some girl talk," I toldher.
"So bossy these days..." she grumbled as she passed me on the way to the food on thecounter.
We sat at the dining table and dug into our food. After a few bites, she looked up at me with raised eyebrows. "You gonna spill the details or what?" shedemanded.
"Hmm, where to start, where to start. Okay, let's start with the stalker situation. I was thinking about it, and I don't like feeling vulnerable to some psycho. And I know Ivan has been with me most of the time, but he shouldn't feel like he has to protect me 24/7. I'm a grown ass woman, am I not? So, I was doing some research at work yesterday. How about you and I take a self-defense course?" I threw it out there at her quickly. "I found a place off Main Street that specializes in women's self-defense. And I really want to take a class, but it would be a thousand times more fun if you did it with me. Please say you'llgo."
She had stopped eating during my plea. She narrowed her eyes at me, paused to think, and then clapped her hands as her face cleared. "Yes! Let's do it! Just tell me when the classes are and I'll see which ones work around my schedule. I hope they teach us to kick some ass. I'd love to drop a crazy move on some guy at a club. Wouldn't that be so fun? We'd be so rad!" Bailey was nearly bouncing up and down in her chair. I was thinking I just wanted some moves to defend myself from an attacker. Bailey wanted to BE the attacker! And that is why I loved thisgirl.
"Okay, okay, I'll call them, run the classes by you, then book it. Second order of business: Ivan. I want your opinion of him, and then I want to tell you about the last two nights to get your opinion of some things. So, we all had dinner together the other night...what'd you think of him?" I leaned forward, propped my head on my hand, and waited for herreview.
"As you know, I gave him two thumbs up. But to expand on that, because I know you're dying for details, I think he's great. He's got a good sense of humor. He's super attentive to you. He was watching you, like, the whole night. You know, in a good way, not a creepy, possessive way. He was polite, but easy going. He took the time to get to know me, your best friend, because he knew that was important to you. I didn't get any weird juju from him at all. So, yeah, you got my blessing, if you were looking for it. But more importantly, how doyoufeel about him?" Baileysaid.
"Oh Bailey, he's better than any vague dream I had of what kind of man I wanted. He is so damn sweet. He's dropped everything to drive me around after my car got trashed. He's doing everything he can to keep me safe during this stalker thing. He even got his lifeguard buddies to keep an eye on me when he's at work. He called his parents for help, for God’s sake! Wait...I don't know about that aspect though," I trailed off, lost inthought.