I take another sip of coffee, letting the warmth spread through my chest. It does nothing to thaw the ice forming around my heart. Nothing to ease the ache of knowing that no matter what I feel, no matter what almost happened this morning, some lines can’t be crossed.
Even if crossing them feels like coming home.
Chapter 8
Shadow Kingdoms
Micah
Club Velvet Petal pulses with subdued energy tonight. The bass line thrums through my bones as I weave between writhing bodies on the dance floor. Strobe lights paint shifting patterns across sweat-slicked skin, transforming the crowd into a living kaleidoscope of desire and abandon. The familiar scent of alcohol and perfume mingles with an underlying current of desperation from people seeking escape, connection, or oblivion.
At fifty-four, I’m far too old for this scene, though my size and demeanor tend to discourage attention. Still, I catch glimpses of couples locked in intimate embraces, bodies moving together in ways that spark unwelcome memories of this morning. Naomi in my arms, soft and warm from sleep. Those green eyes looking up at me with trust and something more dangerous when her lips parted as I leaned in.
I crush the thought ruthlessly. What almost happened at the cabin was a moment of weakness I can’t afford to repeat. She’s my son’s widow, for Christ’s sake.
The crowd parts as I approach the stairs leading to Zeke’s office. These people don’t have to know what I really am—the enforcer, the fixer, the cleaner, the man who handles problemsthat can’t be solved through official channels. They instinctively get out of my way. Few meet my eyes directly, though I notice several of the regular patrons offering respectful nods.
The second floor provides blessed relief from the press of bodies below. The hallway’s dark wood paneling absorbs sound, creating an atmosphere of hushed exclusivity. Security cameras track my movement, their red lights blinking steadily. I helped install most of them myself, knowing exactly what angles provide optimal coverage while still maintaining privacy where needed.
I pause outside Zeke’s office, taking a moment to center myself. Tonight’s meeting will change everything. We’re formalizing the power structure we’ve been building since dismantling the old Columbus crime families while hopefully securing our independence from New York. Permanently.
Nicolo Moretti’s shadow still looms large over this decision. The head of the New York family doesn’t forgive those who challenge his authority, and our actions—bringing together the remnants of Columbus’s criminal enterprises underourleadership, not his—represents a direct threat to his influence.
The door opens silently on well-oiled hinges. Inside, Zeke’s office radiates understated power—leather furniture, recessed lighting, and floor-to-ceiling windows on one side overlooking the city and smaller windows on the other overlooking the club. The man himself stands behind his massive desk, his commanding presence drawing attention like gravity.
Sebastian, Zeke’s younger brother, lounges against the desk with characteristic nonchalance, though his sharp eyes miss nothing. Eli guards the door, his massive frame effectively blocking the exit. Our friendship spans decades, forged in blood and loyalty on Columbus’s unforgiving streets. If anyone understands the weight of what we’re attempting, it’s Eli.
The lieutenants of our newly formed coalition fill the remaining space—men and women we’ve vetted thoroughly, whose loyalty we trust as much as anyone can be trusted in our world. Some show enthusiasm for this new venture, others wariness. Trust doesn’t come easily among those operating outside the law.
I take my position at Zeke’s right hand, face carefully neutral despite the significance of the moment. After decades operating in the shadows, we’re creating something unprecedented—a criminal enterprise built on discipline and calculated restraint rather than unchecked violence. An independent mafia from Nicolo’s rule. One we control. The risk is substantial, but the potential rewards are significant.
“Welcome.” Zeke’s voice cuts through the murmured conversations, commanding immediate attention. “Tonight, we formalize the structure that will guide our operations moving forward. Each of you has proven your value and earned your place at this table. The question now is whether we can transcend our individual interests to build something greater.”
I study the faces around the room as Zeke outlines our organizational hierarchy. Some betray skepticism, others hunger. A few maintain careful masks that reveal nothing. Those are the ones I’ll watch more closely. In our world, the most dangerous players are often the ones who hide their true reactions.
“Micah Hunt will oversee protection rackets, drug distribution, and gambling operations,” Zeke announces, sending a ripple of reaction through the assembly. “His experience and judgment make him uniquely qualified to ensure these ventures operate smoothly and profitably.”
Zeke turns to me and smiles. “Micah is a trusted ally and friend. Promoting him to a leadership role is a great honor.”
I take his outstretched hand and give it a shake. Words escape me so I just nod my appreciation for his trust and loyalty.
The promotion from enforcer to leader brings both opportunity and risk. I’ve spent years cultivating a reputation for brutal efficiency, making sure everyone knows crossing me leads to swift, decisive consequences. Now I’ll need to balance that fear with respect, build loyalty through more than just intimidation.
Eli catches my eye with a subtle nod of approval. He knows better than anyone the path I’ve walked to reach this position. From an abusive, neglectful childhood to street fights to a valid member of Zeke’s inner team, every scar has been earned through blood and determination. This new role represents a culmination of sorts, though not one I ever specifically sought.
“We operate under strict codes,” Zeke continues, his tone firm and commanding. “No violence against innocents. No exploitation of children. No unnecessary bloodshed. Business conducted with discipline and discretion.”
Some lieutenants shift uncomfortably at these restrictions, accustomed to fewer limitations under previous regimes. I make mental notes of who seems most resistant, marking them for closer observation. Old habits are hard to break, especially for those who’ve thrived in more chaotic systems.
“This isn’t weakness,” I add, my voice cutting through the restless energy. “It’s strategy. Unnecessary violence draws attention. Attention brings heat. Heat is bad for business.”
The simple logic seems to resonate, though I notice a few calculating looks. They’re wondering if I’ve gone soft, if age has dulled my edge. Let them wonder. I’ve spent decades proving my capacity for violence. Now it’s time to prove my capacity for leadership.
As the meeting progresses, my thoughts keep drifting to my cabin in Hocking Hills. To Naomi. The almost-kiss we sharedhaunts me, a moment of weakness that threatens to undermine everything we’re building here. The complexity of our situation creates a labyrinth of ethical and practical obstacles I’m not equipped to navigate.
But the memory of her in my arms persists. The trust in her green eyes. The way she leaned into my touch like a flower seeking sunlight. The soft curve of her lips as I—
“Micah?” Zeke’s voice snaps me back to the present. “Thoughts on the distribution routes?”