Our meal progresses with comfortable conversation interspersed with companionable silence. Unlike many people, Naomi never feels compelled to fill quiet moments with nervous chatter. She seems content to simply exist in shared space—a quality I’ve always valued but rarely found in others.
As we dig into our entrées, I study her with greater attention. The winter sunlight streaming through the windows highlights auburn undertones in her red curls, some strands glowing like burnished copper. Her features have softened since she cameinto my protection, the perpetual tension around her eyes gradually relaxing.
Most striking is the animation in her expressions, the increasingly frequent emergence of genuine enjoyment. When I first found her huddled in my apartment, blood-spattered and traumatized, her green eyes held the flat emptiness I’ve seen in war zones and aftermath scenes. Now those same eyes sparkle with intelligence, curiosity, even occasional mischief. The transformation humbles me—this resilience, this capacity for healing despite profound trauma.
“You’re staring,” she observes, not quite meeting my eyes as she says it. A faint blush colors her cheeks.
“You’re worth staring at,” I counter.
Her blush deepens, but she doesn’t look away.
“How’s the venison?” she asks, changing the subject with transparent obviousness.
“Excellent. Want to try a bite?”
She pauses. Sharing food—a simple intimacy for most couples—carries complicated history for Naomi.
“Yes, please,” she decides, reaching her fork across the table.
I watch her savor the small bite of perfectly cooked venison, noting the way her expression shifts through analytical assessment to genuine pleasure. My chest tightens with unexpected emotion. I’m proud of how far she’s come but there’s something deeper there too.
“Dessert?” Our server appears with practiced timing as we finish our main courses.
I look to Naomi. Her expression turns contemplative—the baker evaluating potential competition.
“What do you recommend?” she asks.
The server smiles. “The maple bourbon bread pudding is our signature dessert. Made with locally produced bourbon and served with vanilla bean ice cream.”
Naomi’s eyes meet mine across the table, a silent consultation that feels strangely intimate. “To share?” she suggests.
“Perfect.” I nod to the server, who disappears to place our order.
While waiting, I conduct another sweep of our surroundings. The restaurant has filled steadily throughout our meal, though the well-spaced tables prevent overcrowding. Most patrons appear to be tourists or locals enjoying leisurely lunches, with a few business meetings occupying corner tables. No one pays us particular attention, no familiar faces from Columbus’s criminal landscape, no one who might recognize either of us.
The constant vigilance feels simultaneously necessary and intrusive—essential for Naomi’s safety yet at odds with the normalcy we’re attempting to create. This balancing act has defined our relationship from its beginning.
“Penny for your thoughts.” Naomi’s gentle inquiry pulls me from security assessments back to our immediate conversation.
I consider offering my standard deflection, but something in her expression encourages greater honesty.
“I was thinking about balance,” I admit, choosing words carefully, “between keeping you safe and giving you room to breathe. It’s a complicated calculation.”
Her expression softens with surprising tenderness. “You do it well, you know. Better than I could have imagined possible when—” She leaves the sentence unfinished, both of us filling in the unspoken reference to that bloody night in my apartment. “I never feel controlled by you. Protected, yes. But not controlled.”
The distinction matters deeply to her, and its importance isn’t lost on me.
“The market shouldn’t be too crowded on a weekday afternoon,” I say, redirecting our conversation toward practicalmatters as our dessert arrives. “Still want to check it out after lunch?”
“Definitely.” Her eyes light up at the prospect. “I’ve read they have local honey producers. I need good wildflower honey for a new recipe I’m developing.”
The technical discussion of honey varieties that follows—different flavor profiles based on native flowering plants, processing methods that preserve enzymatic activity, storage considerations for maintaining quality—demonstrates another facet of her expertise. This depth of knowledge, this passionate engagement with her craft, reinforces my certainty her bakery will succeed. Not because of her family’s money or any assistance I might provide, but through her own talent, determination, and vision.
I watch her savor the bread pudding, making mental notes about texture and flavor balance that she’ll undoubtedly reference later. Her analytical approach to pleasure—whether food, experiences, or physical intimacy—continually fascinates me. In each context, she brings careful attention to detail combined with genuine enjoyment and transforms ordinary moments into something sacred.
As our meal concludes, I settle the bill while she visits the restroom. When she returns, I help her with her coat, using the moment’s proximity to inhale the subtle scent of her body spray—vanilla with hints of cinnamon, a perfume just right for a baker.
“Ready?” I ask, offering my arm with a formality that makes her smile.