Silence settled save for the heavy thumps in my heart. Our eyes locked, chests rising and falling in perfect rhythm.
 
 The final moment before we came together hovered over us, tense yet blindingly beautiful at the same time. Sunshine, sweet and warm, caressed over the cocoon wrapped around us where nothing existed but shared desire.
 
 “I love you.” I croaked the truth rising inside me, and my eyes welled at the words I’d been wanting to tell him for countless years. Relief rushed through me over finally having the freedom to be honest.
 
 “Love you too, Chaz. Always have.” Jamie knelt over me, elbows by my head, and I bore down as he pushed against my stretched ring.
 
 He breached me, the thick head of his cock lodging inside my ass.
 
 We both moaned, and I clutched at him, trying to draw him in closer.
 
 Resisting, he stared at me, lips parted, eyes open and vulnerable. “You’re mine.”
 
 “Always,” I whispered.
 
 A slow smile curved his lips, and I’d never seen anything so goddamned beautiful in my entire life. My cock jerked against my abs. “Give me your dick, Jamie.”
 
 He pushed in, my ready hole and generous lube easing the way. The sense of fullness with every inch made relaxing impossible, and I held my breath until he bottomed out. I squeezed around him.
 
 “You took all of me, baby. Jesus, fuck, you’re so tight. Hot.”
 
 Jamie settled atop me like a decadent heated blanket, and I clutched at him, desperate to keep him there forever.
 
 “Don’t ever leave me,” I whimpered, my chest aching, body burning for him to fuck me through the mattress.
 
 “Never.” He owned my mouth with a searing kiss, and I clenched in pulses around his girth, trying to suck him in deeper.
 
 I wanted our souls latched together. Spirits intertwined. Bodies completely wrapped up in each other until there was no telling us apart. Needed him like I did air, life-giving oxygen filling my lungs and flooding my system.
 
 Yearning seeped through my pores, a desperate, restless craving for more, and I couldn’t lay still. “Jamie,” I begged although I wasn’t sure what for.
 
 “I’ve got you, baby.” Lips hovering over mine, sweet breath caressing my mouth, he shifted his hips, dragging his slick cock out through my hole.
 
 “Fuuuck.” I groaned and choked on the word when he slowly pushed back in, stuffing me full.
 
 “Good?”
 
 “God, yes.”
 
 He licked over my lips while leaving me empty again and thrust his tongue into my mouth while filling me up. He rocked into me, loving on my body from both ends, his spine-tingling moans of enjoyment causing my balls to firm up again too damned fast. Every lush, wet glide of his girth through my ass tensed my abs.
 
 “You’re killing me with your perfect dick.”
 
 Jamie chuckled and shifted his angle. The next gentle thrust rubbed his thick head over my prostate.
 
 A groan rumbled through my chest, and I shuddered, clutching at his shoulders.
 
 “Bingo,” he whispered against my ear and, grasping my ass to lift me higher, set to steadily pulling that noise from my lips again.
 
 “Not g-gonna last.” My vision was hazed over, so I closed my eyes and focused on the drag and push of his length through my hole, the sensation of impending euphoria waiting a breath away.
 
 “Come on my dick, Chaz.” He sounded broken like when I’d walked in the door, and same as then, I longed to put him back together. Comfort and ease the hurt he’d experienced because of me. “Need to feel your ring clench around me before I lose it.”
 
 I lifted my hips with his every slow thrust, chasing my release. My pre-cum slickened his abs and made rubbing against him as good as any hand or mouth. “Fuck, don’t stop.”
 
 A few, harsh thrusts would have sent me reeling, but Jamie kept a slower steady pace, loving rather than fucking.
 
 “Jamie.” I hovered on the verge of sobbing for relief.