Page 17 of Bend Him, Break Him
“Yeah, the whole one-and-done thing just doesn’t sit right with me,” Isaac explained with a wicked glint in his blue eyes. “You suggested I had a desire to take back a bit of my power, show you the other side of authority, control, dominance. All things I willingly let you do.”
Colton stood silently, listening intently.
“I admit, there’s some truth to that,” Isaac continued, gesturing for Colton to take a seat on the edge of the bed. “The problem is a one-time blowjob doesn’t really feel like I’m taking back much.”
Colton’s inquisitive look turned sour as he began to register this new proposition.
“If I’m gonna do this, I want the full experience,” Isaac said. “I want you to give me everything I gave you and more.”
Colton clamped his jaw at that, recalling all the ways he used Isaac, from long, grueling blowjobs to quick and brutal throat fucks.
“I want you whenever and however for the semester.”
“The semester,” Colton snapped. “Hell no, that’s ridiculous.”
“Why not?” Isaac shrugged. “I gave you nearly five months of service without hesitation.”
“And you want the same.” Colton’s expression turned quizzical, almost considering this extended arrangement. But based on the sheer sadistic look from Isaac, he knew there was still more to be explained, more to push at Colton’s comfort levels.
“Actually, I want so much more. When I say jump, you jump. When I say drop to your knees, you drop to your knees. When I say open your mouth and take this dick…well, you get the idea.” Isaac smirked. “And I don’t just wanna fuck your face. I want all of you.”
“I’m not letting you fuck me in the ass,” Colton growled.
“All right. Well, your choice and all that. But—pun intended—unfortunately, those are my only terms.” Isaac stared at Colton with a harrowing, horrifying expression that twisted the fury out of Colton’s face until all that remained was fear. “You will be mine, however and whenever I want. You will submit and surrender and satisfy.”
“I can do that.” Colton swallowed hard, choking on his own acceptance of the proposition. “With my mouth. Use me, use it, however and whenever you want.”
“You’re not getting it. Unsurprising, given your academic track record.” Isaac’s chuckle brought a small spark of Colton’s anger back. “This isn’t high school. I’m not you, some macho alpha prick, still figuring out my sexuality and the lengths I’llgo to explore it. I know what I like. I like control. I like men. I like controlling men. I like using their mouths, their asses, their bodies. I like the quiver of a man when he can only take a few more strokes before he bursts, before he buckles, before he breaks beneath me.”
Terror filled Colton’s glossy green eyes, and he stared with a rapt expression, awed by Isaac’s declaration. Isaac had always made himself smaller to serve Colton, and it was startling to realize there was this much aggression and drive for dominance buried within him. No, not buried. Swelling, growing with each angry breath Isaac took.
“I want you in every way, and I want you to accept me as the one in charge of your life for the remainder of the school year,” Isaac said with a cheerful lilt to really drive in the statement. “If I’m gonna do this, I’m gonna do it right.”
“I’m not a bitch.” Colton wheezed, letting out all his rage in a heavy exhale like a dragon blowing flames. No, smoke. Because the fire inside Colton had died out, and based on Isaac’s smirk, he’d seen the embers flickering.
“Hey, I get it.” Isaac raised his hands, feigning surrender. “Your ass is worth more than your education. Totally valid choice.”
Colton looked up with tears in his eyes. “You can’t be serious.”
“I am absolutely serious. If you want me to keep my evidence to myself, to let you cheat your way through yet another class, then I want you. I want you to feel the same way I felt.”
“Powerless?”
“Drunk on serving someone else. Living and breathing for his needs, his pleasure, his cock,” Isaac hissed, venomous hatred in the words he spat.
Colton recalled how much Isaac rearranged his days to tend to Colton’s dick, sucking him off whenever the jock needed release.
First thing in the morning, missing his AP Chem class to help Colton relieve himself. After practice when he sucked Colton’s sweaty dick before he’d shower up and head to a party with his friends. Late in the night when he’d sneak out of his house and meet Colton in the woods and let the jock hump his face while the back of his head slammed against a tree. Isaac had allowed Colton every opportunity to degrade him for his own pleasures. Hell, Colton knew back then Isaac would’ve eagerly bent over and taken the jock’s dick in the ass just for a chance at love.
“Just say no already so we can be done with this,” Isaac said with an almost convincing aloofness. Enough to fool anyone else, but not Colton.
“Fine. Let’s get this done with.”
“Perfect.” Isaac swiveled his chair back to his computer.
“What are you doing?” Colton leapt to his feet.
“Getting this over with.” Isaac shrugged. “Sending the emails. Duh.”
