Page 29 of Real Shadows
“If something happens to you-”
I slammed my mouth down on hers, stopping the words she was going to say to convince herself not to do this with me. My hands slid up into her hair and I deepened the kiss as soon as I heard the deep, rumble of her moan. I might be taking advantage of her attraction to me, but I was beyond doing the gentlemanly thing. If I didn’t use everything I could to my advantage, Fallon would never give me a chance. Hell, I don’t think she’d give anyone a chance with what she was going through.
I tore my mouth off her and started tasting her skin. “Xander…” she moaned, and it was like fucking music to my ears. Her hands grabbed at my waist and it felt like I was on fire.
“I’m going to taste every inch of your skin, baby,” I promised between nips and kisses on her neck.
Fallon started pulling at my belt and her words sounded as desperate as I felt. “Later,” she whimpered. “You can kiss me all over later, Xander. Right now, I need you.”
I pulled back to look at her face. Her eyes were clouded over, and her face was flushed, and I hadn’t even done anything yet. It made me feel like a goddamn king. “Fallon, I don’t want to just take you. I want to worship the fuck out of you.”
“This first time, take me, Xander,” she begged. “You can worship me later. I promise.” Then she hit me with honesty I couldn’t deny her. “It’s been so long.”
“Fallon, you’re killing me,” I breathed against her neck.
She pulled back and looked up at me. “I…” Her eyes glossed over, and in that moment, I knew I couldn’t be that guy.
“We don’t have to do-”
“No,” she rushed out. “I just…I feeldesperate, Xander.” She sounded desperate. “I feel…I think I’ll go crazy if you take your time. I’m feeling too many things all at once and I feel like I’m going to explode if you don’t…if you don’t make it all go away.”
Well, hell.
I grabbed her face and made sure she was looking me in the eye when I asked, “Are you sure you want to do this? There’s no going back, Fallon. No running away afterwards.”
Instead of answering me, Fallon reached for my jeans again and I followed her lead. I wasn’t going to overthink it, and if I was taking advantage of her, so be it. It’s not like I was going to kick her out of my bed as soon as I nutted anyway. If she felt vulnerable afterwards, I planned on being there to make it all better.
Clothes were being discarded, shoes kicked off, bodies attacked and, suddenly, romance didn’t sound as appealing at it had earlier. I wanted Fallon. I’vebeenwanting her. The only rub was that I wasn’t entirely sure she wanted me or just any guy to stave off the loneliness, but I was going to do my best to make sure it was me she wanted when this was all said and done.
Naked and ready, I grabbed Fallon by the back of her thighs, and she was already on board with wrapping her legs around my waist. I walked us towards the nearest wall and as soon as her back made contact, I let the wall bear her weight and I slid the head of my dick through the wet folds of her pussy. She might not want romance, but I was still going to make sure I didn’t rip her open. I had to test how ready she was for me before sliding home, and if the slick sounds mixed with our harsh breaths were any indication, Fallon was ready for me.
But I still felt the need to warn her. “This might hurt, baby,” I said against her ear.
“I don’t care,” she moaned. “I just want you.”
I closed my eyes for one brief second, praying I wasn’t ruining everything, and then slammed into her wet, willing body, causing Fallon to throw her head back in a scream that I felt all the way to my bones. And, Christ, she felt every bit as addicting as I knew she would. Her pussy was the hottest and tightest thing to ever touch my dick.
I stayed buried to the hilt inside her, giving her a moment to get accustomed to my size. Her nails were digging into my shoulders and I secretly hoped she drew blood. I needed this woman dependent on my cock. I needed her to need me every fucking day. “You okay?”
Her breaths were harsh, and I knew she was uncomfortable, if not hurting. “Yes,” she lied. “Move, Xander. Please, just move…”
So, I did.
I grabbed her hips and I pulled out before slamming back into her with the same force and intensity as the first time. I hoped what she meant about not wanting romance because this was not romantic at all.
This was animalistic.
I fucked my cock into her tight cunt like she had no choice. I rammed my cock into her as far as it could go, and I didn’t let up no matter how loud my legs were screaming. My fingers were deep in her hips and her back was going to be bruised with the force of every crash against the wall. And all the while, she was begging me for more, and she was doing it using my name.
She was calling outmyname.
“I’m cumming, Xander,” she cried, and I fucked her through every tremor and every ripple. Not five minutes later, I followed as I emptied everything I had inside her precious body.
Chapter 19
Fallon~
Wow.
