“Everyone lies, angel. I’m more worried that this tendency of sacrificing yourself for others is a habit of yours.” He waited until she looked at him again. “I’ve never felt so helpless in my life. Not even when my brother died.”Fuck, that still hurt. “Not when I found out Carrigan was taken.Never. Until you called me to tell me that you loved me and you’re turning yourself over to the Hallorans.”
“I thought it was the best way to make sure no one else you cared about was hurt by something I started.” She met his gaze, her blue eyes holding so many things,he was at a loss to name them all. “It was naive to believe that, but my head isn’t always on straight when it comes to you.”
“Did you ever stop to think that maybeyou’reone of the people I care about?” He hesitated, but there was nothing holding him back from admitting how he felt. “I love you, too—more than I ever thought possible—and the thought of losing you… Angel, don’t ever pull that shit again.”
“I can’t promise that.”
He didn’t really expect her to. He raised her hand, ignoring the pain the move brought, and pressed his lips to her knuckles. “The fact that I understand means it’s entirely possible we’re both too foolish to live.”
“Saint Lucia.”
He blinked. “What?”
This time, her smile was real and stretched across her mouth. “When you get a clean bill of health, I’d like to spend a week down in Saint Lucia drinking ourselves stupid and making love all over the house.”
“Sounds like one hell of a honeymoon.”
“Yes.” She leaned down and kissed his forehead. “And when we get back, we’ll start putting things right.”