“You’ve eaten. Now it’s time we had our talk, cupcake.” I started gently rubbing her feet. “Now will you tell me what you want?”
She leaned over and set her beer bottle on the coffee table before returning to face me. She bit her lip as if unsure of herself, and looked everywhere but at me.
“This. You. I want you to…teach me.” She swallowed, her tongue darting out to taste her bottom lip.
Did she know what she was asking of me? Could she possibly understand? “Teach you what?”
“How to…please you…”
I lightly grasped her chin with my fingertips and lifted her face so I could meet her eyes. “How to make me come?”
“Y-yes,” she whimpered.
She leaned forward and planted a sweet kiss on my mouth and my dick leapt to life in my jeans. She wanted to understand how to please a man, but her sexy innocence guaranteed she wasn’t going to have to try very hard. I needed to get myself in check before I hauled off her panties and showed her exactly what to do.
Instead, I hauled her into my lap and waited for her next move.
Chapter 12
Alexa
Cade lifted me onto his lap, arranging me so I was straddling him, and my dress was hitched up around my legs. He trailed his fingertips along my exposed thigh, tracing a lazy pattern. “You sure you want this?” he whispered.
My heart was pounding so hard I thought it was about to burst through my ribcage. I could feel his erection pressing into the apex of my thighs. I did want this, didn’t I? Wasn’t this why I was here? God, I was confused.
But this exact scenario had been on my mind more and more lately. I was more than ready to ditch my good-girl persona and live a little. And right now? I’d never felt more alive here in this man’s arms.
“You hesitated,” he breathed against my neck before pulling back to meet my eyes.
“I know.”
He straightened my dress around me, ensuring I was still covered. “Listen, we don’t have to do anything you’re not comfortable with.” He continued to tease me, tracing a finger farther up my thigh, inching deliciously closer to the edge of my panties.
I whimpered.
“I want you. You have no idea how fucking badly. But you’ll set the pace, okay?”
I nodded. “Okay.” I instantly felt better, relieved and sure of what I wanted and didn’t want. “No sex…but can we do some um, other stuff?”
He chuckled, a deep throaty laugh rumbling through his chest. “Anything you want, baby.”
Crap. I probably sounded so awkward. I didn’t know the right way to approach this. But luckily, Cade took the lead and didn’t make me vocalize what I wanted.
His mouth captured mine in a deep kiss, and my tongue was soon following his lead, caressing and tangling with his.
I tried not to compare Cade’s every movement to those of his video, but it was difficult. The images replayed in my head, but so far, this moment was uniquely ours. His fingers skittered along my calves and up over my knees, spreading them apart just slightly so he could press even closer to me.
“What about Lily?” I asked between kisses.
“She’s asleep.”
“What if she wakes up?”
“We’ll hear her.” He continued kissing me.
I supposed he was right. We’d hear her walker moving across the wood floor.
He unbuttoned my dress slowly, taking his time to kiss and nip at my lips, neck and collarbone with each button he successfully freed. By the time he was lifting the dress over my head, I raised my arms dutifully, allowing him to pull it off. I thrust my ample chest out for his inspection.