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I raised my brow. Was he going to watch like some kind of supervisor?
The idea was laughable.
Still, I wouldn’t turn away the chance to have his eyes on me.
With everything in place, I walked around the guy and gripped the top of his head. Tugging back quickly, I positioned my knife at his throat.
“Rot in pieces,” I said calmly as I slid from one side to another, tearing through the skin with ease. My eyes connected with Henny’s and a part of me wondered what he saw when he watched me work.
Was I a monster?
Could I be his monster?
CHAPTER 31
Ricardo
Things shiftedafter Daddy let Pip handle the asshole who tried to kill me. It was as if all our problems slid to the wayside.
Not really, of course, but it was pretty damn close.
Everything that had seemed too impossible or frustrating became tiny in the grand scheme of things. All we truly cared about was having one another and living the life we wanted most.
My only complaint was how Daddy had been too worried about my healing to take care of me. He’d avoided sex like he thought I was made of glass.
Instead of being pounded into the mattress like I wanted, he was kissing me until I was boneless, then tucking me in.
I hated it.
Instead of continuing to hope for him to change his mind, I found a way to fix what I didn’t like. If Daddy wouldn’t fuck me, then I’d find a way to do it myself.
After the incident with the toys, I knew he hated the idea of me getting off without his permission. I hoped his reaction tome breaking that rule again would lead to him breaking his self-imposed abstinence rule.
I cut out early one day instead of sticking around for another meeting to ensure I had enough time to get everything ready. The special piece I ordered was already waiting outside the door in a solid black box.
Grinning as I tucked it under my arm, I practically ran to the bedroom to get started. It was going to be well worth whatever punishment he came up with.
There was zero chance I wouldn’t get fucked after this.
Daddy wouldn’t be able to resist.
As I unwrapped the new toy, I thought over what all I needed to do first. Showering was a must. Then I needed to prep thoroughly. And lastly, I had to time it just right, so I didn’t come before he came home. Since I roughly knew how long I had, it shouldn’t be an issue.
Fingers crossed.
I washed myself as quickly as possible while also making sure I smelled extra clean. Daddy’s bodywash would only entice him more, which made it the obvious choice. I couldn’t help but take some big gulping breaths as I lathered it over myself. I’d become addicted to his scent. Wearing it felt like a badge of honor.
After I was clean, I grabbed the lube and went back to the bedroom. I plugged in the new toy to put it in position, then lubed up my hole. While on all fours, I worked my ass open while fighting off the orgasm that rose far too quickly.
It had been too long.
I needed Daddy.
By the time I was ready enough to play, I felt on the verge of coming. As a last-ditch effort to hold off, I reached under the bed to grab the item I’d hidden there with some of my other toys.
The cock ring would help me keep from coming too soon. At least, I hoped it did.
That was the entirety of my plan. Cock ring to keep from coming. New toy to entice Daddy. And then hopefully, he’d fuck me until I was crying out my release.
