Page 58 of New Beginnings
She gazed at me, then leaned forward and kissed me before pulling back. “I’m drained to be honest.”
I nodded because I understood exactly what she meant. I was drained mentally and emotionally too. It was exhausting trying to find the answers people were determined to keep hidden.
“I wasn’t expecting to be hauled down to the FBI Field Office even though I probably should have since I knew they were watching,” she continued. “I just thought my godfather provided some type of protection. But that’s my fault. He still has a job to do. And I also wasn’t expecting to play referee between my sister and her ex-husband which you can see how that’s going. So, it’s been a lot.”
We had been digging for weeks trying to find out what the hell happened that day. And the more we dug, the crazier things became. As we answered more questions, we encountered even more challenges that required us to search for additional answers. It felt like a never-ending cycle, with no beginning or end in sight. A never-ending cycle of bullshit.
“I appreciate, you,” I said running my thumb along her bottom lip.
She didn’t have to go through any of this shit, but she was doing it for me, and I understood that. I understood the sacrifices she was making for me, and it filled me with gratitude and admiration.
“I appreciate everything you’ve been doing for me, sweetheart. More than you could ever know.”
“I think I have some sort of idea.” A weary smile graced her lips. “I’m just glad I can use my talents to get justice for your family. They deserve it and so do you.”
I leaned in and kissed her passionately, my hands firmly grasping her ass. As she moaned, I eagerly deepened the kiss, savoring the taste of her desire. Her lips tasted like a sweet blend of honey and strawberries. Before pulling back, I gently nibbled on her bottom lip, savoring the taste.
“If we don’t stop, I’m going to fuck you in my office.”
She gazed into my eyes. “I don’t have a problem with that.”
“Rebel,” I said her name, my voice filled with caution.
“I’m tired of us both not getting what we want.” She ran her hands through my hair, her nails scratching my scalp. “I want to feel you inside me. I want to be with you.”
I groaned. “I want that too, but you need to know, I just don’t fuck, Rebel. The women I’ve been with since Dani’s death have been strictly blow jobs. If we fuck that means something to me. Do you get what I’m saying?”
“Are you serious? You haven’t been with another woman since Dani?”
“That’s exactly what I’m saying. I hadn’t even eaten anyone’s pussy since her death. Not until you. I haven’t shown any interest anyone until you. So, you need to make sure this is something that you want. I have a daughter. I’m the president of a motorcycle club. These are things that will always be a part of me. Can you handle that?”
“Are you saying you want to be with me?”
It was a valid question. And it was an answer she had every right to know. If I wanted her to commit to me, I needed to commit to her too. I couldn’t live in the past anymore. Having Rebel in my life opened my eyes. Revenge aside, I was afraid to move on. I was afraid I would forget the love me and Dani shared. But Dani would always be a part of me. She lived onin our daughter. She still lived on in my heart, which was big enough to share with Rebel. Dani was my past. Rebel was my future.
“Yes, I want to be with you. I want to see where this can go between us. The question is after you think about me being a single father and the president of a motorcycle club, do you want to be with me?”
“Yes, I want to be with you,” she said without hesitation.
That was all I needed to hear. When our mouths met, it felt like a powerful collision of desire and longing. A spiral of ecstasy enveloped me as her soft lips pressed against mine, sending waves of pleasure throughout my body. Raising my mouth from hers, I gazed into her eyes.
“Are you sure?” I asked.
I needed to make sure because there was no turning back after this.
She raised up on her knees, then lifted her skirt above her hips. “Yes, I’m sure.”
I unbuckled my jeans, then slid them down along with my boxers under my ass. My erection popped free, hitting me in the stomach. She pulled her shirt over her head then tossed it on the floor, followed by her bra.
I grasped my cock, and she placed her hands on my shoulders, then she slowly sunk down. And I was in fucking heaven. We both groaned as her tightness engulfed me, intensifying the pleasure.
“Fuck you feel good.” I gripped her hips, digging my fingers into her flesh. “So tight, so warm.”
“J.D.,” she moaned while she rocked her hips up and down my shaft.
The moment our bodies collided, it was like a powerful explosion, igniting every inch of my being and everything aligned. This was the woman for me. And I desperately neededmore of her. She felt so good, and I didn’t want to drag this out because I wanted to do it all over again.
“You’re mine, Rebel.” I took control of her movements and bounced her up and down on my hardened length fast and hard, her tits bouncing in my face.
