Page 14 of Carnal Desire
Even though I see the reluctance in her eyes she pushes through it and I’m proud of her. This is the first step. I let out a sigh of relief because I think this could be something really special. Something good for both of us. She’s a beautiful woman. She just needs to realize it again.
I lean back in my chair and gaze at the stunning woman who’s naked in front of me. Her full breasts are magnificent, the contrast of her dark nipples against her brown skin make my mouth water. The curve of hips have me itching to dig my fingers in the soft flesh. And her pussy, I wish I could run my tongue through her folds. It’s a computer screen but I want to reach out and touch her, reward her for the steps she’s made just today. Now it’s time to get down to business.
“You have received the contract and accepted the terms of the agreement, is that right?” I ask, anxious to get shit going.
“Yes, Sir.”
“So, have I. And as your Dominant, do you have any questions for me before we get started?”
“No, Sir. But I think I should mention some things that trigger panic attacks for me. I’ve listed as much as I could think of as hard limits, but I can’t really pinpoint outside of those.”
“But you do recognize the onset of your attacks?”
I hope she did because I also needed to know what to look for if she couldn’t voice it.
“The common signs of a panic attack, trouble breathing, and dizziness are what I’ve experienced.”
“Noted. And if you feel like something might trigger you, let me know immediately by using your safe word. And if I see what I think are signs, I will end play immediately whether or not you use your safe word. Is that understood?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Good girl.”
She releases a breath, then smiles so wide from my praise. Hmmm. Every time I give her praise her eyes light up.
“Now are you ready to get started?”
She nodded. “Yes, Sir.”
I don’t even need to ask her to assume the correct position. She’s already on her knees facing the computer screen, with her butt resting on her feet. Her head is lower now since we’ve finish discussing her scars, and her hands are in her lap.
Excellent posture.
She’s exquisite and I can’t wait to start playing.
“Since doing this online is new to both of us, it’s going to take some getting used to. But the rules of any Dominant/Submissive relationship still apply. I order and you obey. I control your mind, body, and soul. I expect nothing less than what we are both worthy of from our agreement. Understood?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Good girl, my Angel. Now lay back and spread your legs for me, Cadence. I want to see my pussy.”
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Cadence
Nerves rattle my body, but I don’t hesitate to lay down against the large pillows stacked against my tufted headboard and spread my legs wide where he can get a nice view of my pussy.
Masturbating has been my only way to get any sexual gratification since my attack, so I’ve become a pro at getting myself off. But my fingers or vibrators aren’t enough anymore and have taken the place of dick for far too long. However, no matter how much I want to feel a man inside me, I know my mind isn’t there yet. Hopefully, my damn mind hurries the hell up and catches up to what my body craves.
“You’re such a good girl for me, Angel.”
The intense timbre of his voice immediately sends a delicious tremor racing through me. My entire body shudders and wetness pools at my core. He groans so I know he sees how much his words affect me. I wish I could see his reaction from where I’m propped against the headboard because his voice does wonders for my body. I can only imagine what his eyes on me will do.
“I have a weakness for good girls who do exactly as they’re told. So, I’m going to reward you for being so open with me today,” he says, groaning. The sound of leather squeaks over the computer. “Normally, I don’t let anyone touch my pussy. Well… at least not until I’ve had my tongue and fingers explore it. But you’ve been doing such a good job all day with your tasks, and you’ve opened up to me, which I know is a big step for you. You deserve to play for a little while so I can see your pussy get nice and wet. Would you like that, Angel?”
“Yes, Sir.”
It’s almost embarrassing the amount of excitement moving inside me and also indescribable. I’m so eager to touch myself just from his words alone which of lately had become a chore. Just something to do to relieve the stresses of the day. But right now, I’m so excited to do it.
