Page 31 of Carnal Desire
He chuckles. “I’ve dealt with men worse than Christian Baptiste. Trust me, I’m going to be fine. And you’re not going to have to worry about shit like this anymore.”
“Please be careful.” I rest my head against his forehead. “Christian is dangerous.”
He pulls away and a smile crosses his face. “But I’m even more dangerous,” he says, then winks. “Let me handle it. I’ve got it taken care of.”
“Okay.”
He pecks me on the lips. “There’s something I want to talk to you about.”
Nervousness immediately racks my body. We really haven’t been able to slow down since I’ve been here. He’s been working non-stop, and I’ve been trying not to freak out about Christian’s games.
“I had a conversation with Elijah when we first signed our contract.”
I nod and wait for him to continue. He brushes my hair away from my eyes.
“Elijah wants to push Laila too experience more at the club. She’s into voyeurism so he’s going to focus on that.”
“Okay.” My brows furrow. “I’m glad she’s exploring more but why are you telling?”
I’m not sure where this is going but I’m glad my friend is deciding to push her limits and explore what she likes. I can’t wait until I’m at that stage again.
“She wants to experience voyeurism, but she wants someone in the room with her and Elijah. Someone they can both trust and feel comfortable with.”
My eyes widen. “He asked you?”
“He did.”
“And what did you say?”
“I told him my new submissive would have to agree too. There’s no pressure sweetheart. You can say yes or no. It’s totally up to you.”
“Oh… okay. Hmmm, you don’t think that would be weird for you?”
“Because of Tara?” he asks.
“Yes. You were in a relationship with her for a long time.”
“No, it wouldn’t be weird. Although I’ve never looked at Laila in a sexual way, she’s a beautiful woman. What I had with her sister was decades ago. And I don’t let it dictate things I do now, especially when it comes to the things, I do with you. I won’t be fucking Laila, I’ll be fucking you.”
Well, that’s good to know there’s no chance of us switching partners. I’m into the scene but I do not believe in swinging. It’s just not my thing.
“And you think you can separate both relationships from what we are about to do?”
“Of course, I can. Tara is one of my dearest friends. Regardless of the sexual relationship we had in the past, I have no urge to fuck her again. That ship sailed a long time ago. And her sister is my friend, whom I’ve never had any desire to fuck either.”
“So, you’re on board with this?”
“I am if you are. I actually think this is a good opportunity for you.”
“For me?” I ask. “Why would you think that?”
“It would be a great way to introduce you back into the club. You will be with people you know and trust. Even Laila and Elijah agree that this could be a good thing for you.”
I sigh, thinking about how big this step will be if I can make it. I trust Laila and Elijah, but most of all I trust the man that has me wrapped in his arms. I know he wouldn’t push me to do anything or put me in a position that would be harmful to me. This is the next step to getting back to the person I want to be. I need to go back to Club Desire.
“You really think this is a good idea?” I ask.
He pulls me into his lap, and I straddle his hips. He looks into my eyes and smiles. “I do, love. I think you will feel more comfortable knowing you have me and our friends there with you. But we only do this if you’re on board.”
