We both know you’re a bottom
 
 You don’t know me very well, anymore
 
 As soon as I hit send I regret it. I’ve missed him so much it hurts and here I am setting us up for a fightthree texts in.I see the three little dots going for a long time before they disappear, and my heart sinks through my ribcage, my mattress, and onto the fucking floor.What is wrong with you, Rich.But then they appear again and I sit up like a schoolgirl, eagerly awaiting to see what he says.
 
 I’m coming home
 
 When?
 
 Soon. Can’t miss your graduation
 
 You’re leaving Thailand for me? Awe, honey!
 
 You owe me. Thai massage is the ONLY kind of massage I’m ever getting again
 
 I feel like that won’t play as well here. Cops and all.
 
 I guess you’ll have to do it then
 
 I pause, my face flooding with heat, and try to ignore my twitching cock.
 
 I don’t have much practice
 
 You have a cock, dummy
 
 There’s someone else in my room every night
 
 You’re such a fucking square. If you never stayed up all night watching porn and whacking off with your roomie did you even GO to boarding school?
 
 Did I miss your Coming Out party in Europe?
 
 I’m serious, brother. You missed out. I expect better from a water polo player
 
 Isee balls too often during the day to see them at night too
 
 Shame.
 
 My stomach clenches again, my erection staring at me from beneath the blanket, tenting my boxers. I glance over at Yuma but he’s snoring softly, facing the wall.
 
 Did you seriously jerk it with your roommate?
 
 Not much else to do. It’s not like I was studying
 
 Did you ever… you know…
 
 What
 
 YOU KNOW
 
 >confused emoji<
 
 I fucking hate you.
 
 Did you everjerk him off?
 
 I am mortified.Why am I asking him this? Why are we talking about this? Why do I desperately want to fucking know?
 
 It takes him a long time before he answers.