Page 61 of Hidden Vows
“Jude.” She breathes against my lips, her arms snaking around my shoulders and holding me tight against her.
Thank God I’m not alone in this.
“What is it, love?” I ghost my lips across her cheek, searching for the spot below her ear that I know makes her melt.
“I need you,” she gasps as I suck on her neck, her body sinking into mine.
“You have me. You always have,” I whisper against her.
Her hand slips from my shoulders and reaches between us, pushing my boxers down to release my aching cock. Our eyes meet as she takes me in hand and rubs my leaking tip against her already soaked pussy.
“Where are your panties?” I hiss at the feel of her bare against me.
“Wherever you left them last night.” Her head rolls back as her hips continue to grind against me.
I force her eyes back to mine and lift my hips to meet hers. “You’re telling me you’ve been prancing around here all morning without any panties on? Been sitting next to me all morning without any panties on?”
“Yesss,” she moans, drawing out the word. She releases me from her grip, bringing herself closer to me with my cock sandwiched between us. Every shift of her hips has her clit sliding along the length of me.
“Abbey,” I plead. I want nothing more than for her to sink onto me, but I know it’s not smart, especially after last night. I’ve made so many bad decisions when it comes to Abbey, and I don’t want her to regret anything that happens between us moving forward.
This is the last chance we have, and I’ll do everything in my power to make sure it lasts.
I can’t lose Abbey.
I won’t survive it—not again.
“Do you have a condom?” Her voice is breathy and I know she’s close.
I shake my head. “Something we’ll have to pick up on your errands,” I say, palming her ass in my hands.
Her head falls against my shoulder and I know she’s disappointed, but that won’t stop me from making her feel good, and it doesn’t stop her hips from moving against me.
“That’s it, love. Use me to make yourself come,” I grit from between my teeth. I’m so close to losing it, but I refuse to go before she does.
“Jude,” she pants, her head buried in my shoulder and her grip around me tightening.
She lifts her head and meets my eyes for only a second before her head falls back. Her movements become more frantic, and I know the moment she flies over the edge when her entire body goes taut. I’m not far behind. I wrap my arms around her and pullher close for a demanding kiss, my cock pulsing between us, making a mess against my stomach and my shirt.
The kiss turns leisurely, but neither of us release each other, needing the closeness we both feel.
“Condoms are a definite must on our errands today.” Abbey pulls away, a smile tugging at her lips. “At least until I can get in to see a doctor.” She shifts against me, and I grunt as my still half-hard cock twitches.
“Mo ghrá,” I warn.
She laughs, pressing one more quick kiss to my lips before she lifts herself from my lap and saunters away toward her bedroom. She pauses halfway there and glances over her shoulder. “You gonna stay there or join me in the shower?” Abbey doesn’t wait for my response before she’s pulling my shirt over her head and tossing it away as she continues to her room.
I’m not even upset when I find myself following her like a lost little puppy.
The truth is, I am lost without her.
“Hey, Walt,”Abbey whispers as she leans down to press a kiss to his cheek. She brushes a lock of hair from his forehead before looking at the nurse on the other side of his bed. “How’s he doing today?”
“He’s doing good.” Sarah, one of Dad’s nurses smiles at Abbey before her eyes shift to me in the doorway, shock filling her features. I know it’s not a surprise that I’m here to visit Dad—I’m here almost every day. It’s shock that Abbey and I arrived together.
Things between Abbey and I may be improving since I returned to Ashford Falls, but this is the one space I haven’tinvaded with Abbey—I never wanted her to feel like she couldn’t visit Dad—and anyone who saw us interact the few times our visits overlapped could feel the tension between us.
Sarah visibly shakes herself from her shock and looks back down at my dad. “It’s going to feel so strange when he transfers. Do you have a date for that yet?”
